Starting work tml... I'll try not to be ben ben hahahz
I hope everything is gg to be alright tml. alittle worried.. alittle excited..hmmm.. will update abt my 1st day of work tml. definitely. yeah.. starhub here i come!!
*atmosphere at hm getting alittle unhealthy... mum's getting moody.. menopause.. stressed out.. dad still haven found a job til now though he tried so hard already. the mkt is bad.. i haf decided.. my pay gg to give to my mum( household allowances),my dad(for him to spend),some money for me to SAVE, the rest for me to SPENT! heez. WE planning to go japan next yr if we manage to save enuf money. Finally a family tour for so long. tink got 2-3 yrs nv go tour tgt le. hmmm.. i hope i can work hard n not spend so much money so tt i could provide more for the family....
N boo boo.... dun worry so much abt ur back.. n abt me.. i miss u . i really do.. juz tt u noe i always need my own space n social circle. u r still as impt to me as laz time. yupz. hugz.. miss u! throw away any funny thoughts. i always say things "for fun" or juz for the sake for saying kind. sometimes i say things i really wish to do...but beneath all i noe how to differ from the rights n the wrongs.. the dos and the donts.. yupz.. ppl ard me.. dun worry.. i have boo boo in my heart. u noe im too much a coward to try anything funni or do anything wrong. cos im afraid to lose everything i ever had.
For now.. i only wish.. and want.. my family to be happy... n well provided..(sounds alittle poor thing..) ok.. how abt.. finanically stable? hahahz.. hmmm.. my boo boo to be healthy n happy.. n me.. leading a simple yet fun filled life wif ppl i loved. n a job i will try to like.. heez.. simple me? can tt happen? i tink so. im nt such a complicated person. hahahz. simple life. *smilez* tat's wat i want.