Life is getting a tad boring?!~
Sometimes i duno why i feel so emo all of a sudden, feeling like everyday is so meaningless as we keep doing the same old things day in and day out. Some says life is good when its peaceful. Some says life is too boring without crazy happenings.
Cant help feeling meaningless in life when i woke up in the morn thinking why couldnt i slp more and not go to work? Yet sometimes i luv the times im in the office doing work tat most of the time i like and a team of fun ppl that im so comfortable with.
And sometimes i see pics of other ppl and their frens......... and i search for some of my own. Friends are wierd. sometimes i feel that i have many, sometimes i feel all alone in a grp of them, sometimes i wish they understands more and vis-versa, sometimes i wish i had put in more efforts to cherish every single one of them, sometimes i wish to be all alone in my own small tiny world, sometimes im juz plan wierd and emo-ing......... with no obvious reasons.
Often, i feel that im not good enuf, i wish i could be better in every way... I wish i could be more than one person's pillar of support, somebody to tok to when u r bored, a helping hand when u need one, i wish i could be MORE.
Anyway, meeting frens chased most of my emo blues away. Celebrated belated bday dinner wif sha and the rest of the uni clique @ swensons. Even went to take neo prints! Haven take neo prints since like years ago~ hahhahz nonetheless it was fun!
Gotta work for PC show tml, double pay! yeah! im gg to be so tired tis wk working 7 days a wk.
Cant help feeling meaningless in life when i woke up in the morn thinking why couldnt i slp more and not go to work? Yet sometimes i luv the times im in the office doing work tat most of the time i like and a team of fun ppl that im so comfortable with.
And sometimes i see pics of other ppl and their frens......... and i search for some of my own. Friends are wierd. sometimes i feel that i have many, sometimes i feel all alone in a grp of them, sometimes i wish they understands more and vis-versa, sometimes i wish i had put in more efforts to cherish every single one of them, sometimes i wish to be all alone in my own small tiny world, sometimes im juz plan wierd and emo-ing......... with no obvious reasons.
Often, i feel that im not good enuf, i wish i could be better in every way... I wish i could be more than one person's pillar of support, somebody to tok to when u r bored, a helping hand when u need one, i wish i could be MORE.
Anyway, meeting frens chased most of my emo blues away. Celebrated belated bday dinner wif sha and the rest of the uni clique @ swensons. Even went to take neo prints! Haven take neo prints since like years ago~ hahhahz nonetheless it was fun!
Gotta work for PC show tml, double pay! yeah! im gg to be so tired tis wk working 7 days a wk.
