What is my true calling? Im still Lost...

sometimes i do not understand myself.
For the whole of my 23 years in my life, life haven been too tough on me.
i wonder to myself what do i want to do with my life and i have no ans.
Do i want to be normal, successful or different?
Yet again, i have no ans...
Standing alone on the streets looking at everyone that pass by,
each with a goal they want to achieve, and a purpose in life.
And why do i have none?
Im Lost... lost in this big big world...
I duno where i stand, and unsure of my own capabilities.
So.. what is my true calling?

My 1st wk in One Rochester

Well well, i went to the Launch party of 1 Twenty Six yst!!! It's actually a new restaurant opened by my company. It serves fine dining at east coast park. Damn far.. i noe... And i am pretty insistent on not having there as my base becos of the location. Anyway, the whole thing turns out better than i expected cos initially i din have the intention to be at the launch. And since i can bring a few frens over for companionship, i asked adecco peeps. In the end only crystal went with me, and we had quite a bit of fun too. Esp with the free flow of wines and other drinks, its easy to be on high spirit! The only thing is i forgotten to take the namecard which i tink state the website to download the photos taken that nite. Though i have the small card size copy but it'll be good to have softcopy of it too. Nonetheless, it's a pretty grand affair, the kind of event that i nv tot i'll be invited to so i guess its really a good exposure and im glad to be there (even when i dunno a single guest there.duh). BUt its still quite alrite lah since we happened to see 2 of crystal's clients there and we have nice chats with them. And of cos very thank you to crystal's frens whom one send us there and the other pick us up.

Time really pass real fast, and i juz completed my 1st wk in OR. I have got a feeling its gg to be really busy soon. haizzz.. well that is work i guess. hahahz Im getting my social calendar back in order starting next wk. yes! finally! I miss all my frenssss!!!!! But im still damn broke lah. Wait til my pay day man. im definitely gg to go out & have some fun. keke. =)