there must be something wrong with me, seriously

As what the title says, there must be something wrong with me. Most people crave for stability, as long as everything goes smoothly and nuttin goes wrong, they are more than happy to lead this kind of life. BUT WHY the HELL am I so unique??? I look forward to something wrong to happen in my life, hoping that it could be something exciting or interesting. I must be Mad.

I want to know what i want. I want to know what i am good at. I want to know why i am who i am. Im tired of being myself. Oh and the itch came back, so what am i supposed to feel right now?

And no, life isnt perfect for me. I am just living one day by another. Compared to some, my life seems good and normal, but i guess the current state isnt what i want it to be. Maybe some day i will change, i will be someone better.



Nice nice song by Wu Ke Qun- Yue Ai Yue Nan Guo.. OKok it's an emo song. And NO im not breaking up with my boo, just that im a sucker for those touching and emo songs. Enjoy~

越爱越难过作词：吴克群　作曲：吴克群
说　说你为什么　为什么要走　说你为何要分手
别拖　求你别软弱　求你说出口　分手的理由
但你却　拖　拖　拖　拖到什么时候
如果要走却又为何停留请你别　拖　拖　拖　大声的说出口
请你要痛就痛给我个快活

**如果说你要走　我不会留　我不去管以后
然后我们说清楚　一句话就够
如果说你要走　我不会留　我不去管以后
多么痛　多么的难过　别越爱越难过**

然后连话都不说　继续沉默
连朋友都没的作　为了什么
然后跟别人说你其实还是爱我
就算了吧　坏人我来作

no longer..

I no longer want to blog, becos there is so much i wan to say but i cant put it in words and i can no longer wear my feelings on my sleeves.
My world start crashing ever since when i do not know. Dont ask me why but i can only say i have made so many wrong decisions, and im still so LOST.
U all dunno me. i dunno me. no one noe me...so let me be.
its all abt pretenses..