BoReD... Is ExAm TiMe...

Im so bored.. im so restless... time juz passed by..juz like tt... Is exam time..i ought to be studying but im not. I juz fell aslp like a dozen time reading my notes on bed.. Hhaahz nuttin surprising.. Im chking bintan resorts online.. Maybe i shld be chking genting packages too. No money so better go somewhere nearer! Is all for Dear's bday.. We juz wanna get out of the country n haf some real relaxing fun! Money is always issue though! $$$$ im being calculative..i noe.. So im gg to work DURING the BREAK if there's rdshow. can u believe it? my mum is gg to kill me if she noes. I ought to be losing slp at nite n doing more reading memorising and trying to stay awake! HUMP>>> i want to go drinking (im not addicted to clubbing, mind u) i juz feel like having a drink sometime and juz sitting down at such pubs drinking chilling n relaxing.. toking to ppl whom u drift apart. Drift apart...Not close anymore.. I haven realised i got so little frens on my list until no ones actually want to go PROM wif mi.. Is juz u n me, cindy gal... juz the 2 of us and liangjie. Im not trying to say i got hell lot of frens but.. i noe all of them has their own grp of frens. Twin got his B10 ppl, zf got Vinod and all the B21 ppl... I felt like some wandering ghost trying to go into other classes' click or sumting. It is juz plain pathetic, i nearly lose all my excitement and anticipation for the PROM!! u noe the prom? where u can be all pretty and glamourous for juz one nite everyone is the princess.... My bf thinks im fantasizing it.. Ya.. he's rite. Im juz tt kind of gal who likes to be a social butterfly... nice beautiful dress, make up, drinks, gossiping, looking at everyone's dressing ..watever.. i tink i read too much or watch too much american show or sumting.. ya.. to me prom seems like a big thing. But in actual fact ( which i noe, i juz dun want to admit it.), it isnt some big fantastic thing at all. ya back to the drifting apart segment, well frens frens.. i always wonder wat if i dun haf a bf.. My life will be damn lonely.. cos i would haf no one to go out wif. Or maybe i will filrt more.. hahahz get guys to go out wif mi and pay for mi..hahahhaz. well, they r WILLING party.. hahahhaz.. ya go find all my galfrens to shop shop shop.. Well, that is they r ever free.. Or am i the one tt is always not free? LIfe... Is ___________. i cant find a word to describe how im feeling rite down. Juz bored.. maybe alittle irritated wif watever is happening to mi. Am i expecting alot more? or am i nv pleased wif small little things in life? Oh well, Frens whoever u r..if u reading this blog den u muz be someone tt im pretty close to ..i guess. if not i dun tink alot of ppl actually read my blog u see.. Once again.. FRens whom i neglect or neglected me... well i still love u all.. hope u all miss the old times, the days where everyone is happy( y do i tink tt ppl r less happy nowadays?)... Come give mi a call or a msg to meet up k.. Hugz to all Frens who actually rem mi.. !