New blogskin! i saw B.A.D yst!

Heez.. so happy yst went to work at J8 den i saw the big poster on the small stage! ahahz once again got singers coming to J8 level 2 atrium for promoting their albums! tat time i work i saw Li Shen Jie.. den yst i saw B.A.D!!!!! They sing, they dance and smile @ me! hahahz quite high lah. Starhub booth rite infront of the stage lor. Me, eveline, noel and randy all ready to listen n take pic of them le. Can slack for tat few hrs cos too noisy cant do sales anyway! Saw lydia, kaiyin n Nicholas at J8 too! Hmm saw jessica getting BAD to sign on the album oso. hahaz caught u jess! Okie okie.. muz update abit of days back.

Thurs 27/1

• Mike came over! Abt the outsourcing thingy..the few of us not very keen.. tink he disappointed sia..
• waited very long for Jonas Lee's survey lor..
• Watched Electra wif Dear!

Fri 28/1

• Went tekka mall to get my timesheet chopped wif starhub stamp
• Saw Benjamin(new part timer) n his gf
• Saw Alex lah.. hahahhz
• Went adecco n saw Anthony Liu on the way
• Went to shop n Orchard n wait for Chee Leong, Lai Bao n eugene
• Eat at Fish n Co..celebrate edwin n chee leong's bdays
• Saw Alex (kor) at Fish n Co

Okie enuf of updating., gg to study my SMM le. Jia YOu!!!

Tired.. work

OOo.. had been working non stop since laz wed. Ngee Ann rdshow on wed, thurs, sat. West mall major rdshow on fri and sun. West mall small rdshow on mon, tues n tml... Ya i noe money is flowing in. But im so tired! hahahz ok lah for the sake of money. Haven started on revising for SMM yet. die le. NP rdshow meet quota le! yippee! GD JOB CLASS! HUGZ!!! heeez. ok haf to stop for now. BLog when im free.

IM a BaD GaL!!! hurr.. temper getting worse..oh man..

I tink im such a lousy person recently.. I din i really cant work. I feel like laz time attachment like tt. So stressed up.. im like complaining to dear everyday.. tink i really neglected him. He so bz wif his projs too. So we juz meet for a while (like 10 mins???) hurr. N i juz tok abt my life.. nt really concerning abt his.. hurr.. im such a bad gf. HaI.. oh man! im so self centered! im like beginning to hate myself. like wat twinnie always say i having my SWINGS again.. full blast. Oh wel, he got his swings too!! humpz.

Feeling bad. FOR: screaming @ ppl, feeling poor, feeling inferior, having pressure on myself n others, being too self centered, always depressed, feeling things will always go wrong.. oh man.
I haf to say thank u siew for helping me store the cable modem @ the office, sorry caihong u always haf to hear me scream n swear, kenny too.. tink he hear me swear like ever so often. hurr.. kev too.. for all my yelling n whining n complaining..

I tink im getting worse.. Im like swearing n cursing so much.. my goodness.. so ah lian! dunno y. i juz seem to swear when im pissed! hurr. save me... N ppl seem to be amuse by my actions., ( did i mention it in the laz entry?) Maybe its juz other ppl who dont see me acting crazy everyday. There is like so many sides of me.. the guai-goody gal,the responsible n "bao ga liao" ceo, the crazy cherry happy gal, the hot temper easily frustrated/pissed me, the vulgar n pissed me, the cute gf, n sumtimes.. i dun even wat's me anymore. Getting scary. Sometimes i haf so many emotions rushing over me.. so many diff sides of me tat appears in a single day. I hate it when im pissed... but it appears far too often in my life.. hurr.. im getting evil.hai.. evil innocence. juz seem to like tis 2 words.. contradiction.. I love.. contradiction. cos im one..

Tired tired tired! Is the rdshow!!!!

Im like bz bz bz.. tired tired tired. but i cant help it i haf to chk my mail n blog!!! ok im juz gg to do a quick one.. THANK YOU LIoNeL aka twinnie for redo-ing the display cabinet. is damn nice now! i noe i haf no artistic talent. hahaz lol.. thank you mavis and siew today for helping out again. for display panel and oso the CEO stuffs.. thank you! Treat u all fries k.. hmmm.haf fun today.. did alot things. like the rainbow staircase alot alot !!! hahahz so pretty so nice!! is like such a big event to us lah.. though we did everything and is so tired.. left the sch like 1145 lor.. hahahz.. but alrite lah.. tink i cant blog anymore.. tired gg to slp.. Hope there is gd sales tmL!!! yeah!! yaya.. i forgot to add the most impt part. Lesson i learnt.. n i realised.. ppl whom i dun really like laz time is actually nice ppl. i guess we cant judge anyone until we finally like get to noe them n work wif them..hurr human nature! cant help it.. but ya.. i make more frens now.. i tink we shld be more forgiving... stop disliking ppl becos we juz "dun like the face"! hahahz but still hard to do it lah.hahahhahz ok lah.. really gg to slp soon.. looking at my bed now..

Another day wif the CEOs!

Today we finally painted finished the rainbow steps... Gg to put them up tml. We put the both banners up already. NICE!!! heez.. so proud of ourselves! hhahahz. we also cut finish the rainbow cloths.. Hmmm.. tiring man. Lucky is fun. Of cos got jokes lah.. Seeing shiwei and lydia bickering is so funny lor.. hahaz n all of us getting paint all over our hands and legs... N some more joking ard n chit chatting to pass the time while we work.. I really muz say THANK YOU!!! to RaInBoW and Siew! Thank you so much! HUGZ! heez. i really shld complain less. hahhaz thank u twinnie for doing the mkting part too. Well, tat is his job anyway ,, hmm. hahahhaz but still apprepriate the effort of gg chinatown to buy the materials! Tml muz cont the preparation work.. another tiring day. Today nv go dr to dr.. i hope everyting turns out fine.. OH well. shldnt be a prob anyway. Muz call dear le. Today too bz haven tok to him yet. Miss my dearie. Tml shld haf more help for doing all the decor for rdshow on wed. Yeah! working fri n sun for westmall rdshow! cool!! money is cuming in. !!

TiReD! Complains!

Feeling so fed up these few days.. hurr.Becos of the upcoming rdshow. the attitude by the class. Everyone is sick and so sian everyday.. Im sick too... Feel so demoralised.. Today went for CEO meeting and we all went to buy the stuffs the materials for the set up. We all have a feeling tis rdshow is gg to be damn nice! N colourful becos rainbow is our theme! Heez.. We got rainbow staircase, glossy hanging mobiles ( those hang on the ceiling kind) , nice posters and Banners!!! We got EVERYTHING, so COOL!! We are all so excited abt it. But it seems like only the 8 of us are excited abt it.. Hurr. TOo bad eQuan cant join us today becos of amazing race. so left the 7 of us doing the work. Got alot of jokes, fun & laughters and gossiping too! We all squeeze into Shiwei's Nissan Sunny today becos there is 7 of us! Lucky bukit timah plaza and NP damn near.Phew.. N we all realised that me and shiwei fail Art and craft lah. The laminating paper we stick onto the hanging mobile was pretty jialat when we first do them lah. Not like leon and lydia's one so nice one. hahhahz. N sab n I cant cut and stick things straight! Everything oso "wai" de. We had fun lah seriously.

But i guess all the pent up frustration i had these days are lessening.. Cos we all like talk abt our own class and yes we did complain.. hahhahz But seriously, i tink my class quite gd already... All the prob abt sian abt work, not enthu abt rdshow, slack,etc.. i dun wanna complain too much.. (I noe u guys read my blog! hahahahhz) I guess the same prob goes to every class.. Every class oso sian abt rdshow, sian to do things. THus the CEOs are like damn fed up some times. U noe.. u really cant blame us. COs we really do alot of things tat ppl dun see us do but we put in alot of time and effort. Putting everthing tgt as a whole, make sure things are done smoothly. All in all i really want to say is. I try my bez already. I tried very hard to make everyone happy. Do most of the things myself so i dun haf to bother other ppl to do unless i really cant make it. Maybe the class tink im juz mad getting angry easily. Maybe im nt expressive enuf cos they nv knew wat im angry wif... I dunno..but everyting put aside i still like the class, of cos help come to me when i need it and request for it. I tink compared to the some of the others ( i shall not name names.) hmm the class treat me pretty well already. Juz some probs tat apparently occur to every class.DUH>>> Human beings.. Hmmm. seems like i complained alot hahahhz.. Hai. human nature maybe.. But aft toking to the other ceos..feel so much better becos i noe im not alone in all these. We are all gg to make it tgt. The rdshow is gg to be a success.. Tis is our laz sem in poly. Y not make it a wonderful and memorable one? Juz putting in effort for the laz time.. Is some sort of a grand finale already. Tis is Marketing!!!! Tis is hands-on experience. Woo-hoo.... I guess i have to start learning to love myself more and not tink tat im like some total failure! I LOVE MYSELF!

Anyway, im juz crazy abt tis 2 new singers lately. Li sheng jie and zhang dong liang. Their songs damn nice!!! Gg to work tml sian. but at least got money buy contact lens already. Bought it today.. Yeah finally no need to wear specs to sch liao. Ppl are really gg to wonder if there is sumthing wrong wif my eyes tis whole wk man.. N i look super ben ben lor. hahahz. Ok.. feeling better than the few days back. Peeps, i hope u see the normal Ning again. But i dun gurantee cos im gg to haf a class meeting on mon. Juz pray tat i haf my tongue n temper in control ya. Luv u guys still.. Muacks!

Im falling sick.. hurr..

I had done nuttin for this wkend! Went Laibao's chalet from fri and came back only on sunday morn. N im feeling sick... cos i din manage slp for the laz few days juz becos i wanna watch them play poker cards. Hhahaz in the end my poor dearie lose the most money.. Hai.. ke lian chong! muacks. we had bbq on the first nite. Den sat i went to Grandma's hse for buffet cos she celebrating her bday, den came back to pasir ris to Joseph's bbq which is damn near to Laibao's. Socialise awhile with lydia they all, and some other joseph's frens fr ZHSS one. Den later went to Laibao's one to nua. Heez. Later in the nite, i went to look for val when everyone left already. Talk abt our friendship wif lydia they all and how it has been changing. I tink val is the only one that understand wat im trying to say abt the changes and stuffs. Well, im lucky to still have her to talk to! Cheers to val! We all noe tat is damn hard to break the bond of friendship of the 7 years. Hurr. Anyway, Eat alot these few days until i got sore throat already! Hurr. N running nose cos slping in air con room during the chalet. Boo BOo! So tired aft the chalet. Feeling sick so i skipped class today and help my parents fixed up my new wardrobe! Yippee now i can put more clothes in! ANyway im damn broke. I hope starhub has more roadshows!!

slack slack slack

Very long nv blog le.. woo.. cos im slacking.. buzy with projects lor.. Den of cos with the upcoming roadshow also..think im making the class stay back too often about unneccessary stuffs..feeling bad. But sometime i really want to discuss thing with them mah..Hurr.. Anyway, very slack for this sem. Tml got BB quiz and i haven study it yet.. sian.. Kenny haven return me my text so i oso cant study... Oooo.. BOO BOO.. Very excited abt the KL trip. Yippee.. !!! heeez.. can go abroad agian! yeah.. though is only KL lah, act BKK one leh.. But one prob.. is fr 14 feb to 16 feb. Tat means im gg to miss valentine's day and Val's bday.. hurr.. but im still quite determine to go leh.. though damn broke now. So many wks nv work rdshow le. Hurr... Muz find chance to tell dar abt the trip.. Hope he's alrite abt it. Muacks dearie!

A New Year Has Come..

2004 had past. I guess time past faster when we grow older.. Do u tink so? For the past year i tink i had learnt, grow and quite a number of stuffs actually happened..

Basically.. 2004.. I...

• celebrated 1 yr anniversary wif my dear at Bkk-the 1st time i went on holis w/o parents/sch... Wonderful experience!
• have a twin.. the same tempermental kind of person.. same ben ben de! crazy twinnie!
• drifted away from xw... dun ask mi y.. i do not noe
• pissed off by lotsa things.. guess i having PMS every single day..
• handling a family finanical crisis... we'll get by dun worry..
• New part time job. earn StarHub's money!
• being a CEO.. not tt eazy a job to do
• a great learning experience at CTMA.. i luv conferences.!
• noe alot of new ppl.. my beloved TB05, starhub part timers, Rick kor,etc etc
• Have a new kor who very teng mi.. thanks rick!
• have the bez results out of my poly sch life.. is tis 2 sems in 2004
• meet jeff when he came back fr USA for vacation..i juz miss tat dude man..
• feel so weighed down by responsibilites as a daughter, gf,fren,CEO,student..etc etc
• grew a big round tummy.. im FAT! im not pregnant mind u! hahahz.. i shld diet.. arghh

All in all.. tat is my 2004.. if u ask mi how would my 2005 be.. i seriously wont noe. Hopefully, it will be better.. Like maybe get mi into a uni aft graduation, or maybe a decent paying job? Oh well.. i guess we grew mellow wif age. I hope i cont to be crazy but not always pissed.. hahahz and enjoy my laz sem in NP.. Once again... i luv u guys! Those fr tb05, those who had spent attachment wif mi at CTMA u noe who u r!, my korss, twin, proj mates, frens fr yr 1..dearie, val n all.. who ever who will actually read my blog.. I wish u a happy new yr! May tis yr be a new turning pt for us and bring us new hopes and a bright future! ~HuGz~ Muacks!