love can be hurtful

Little ms aunt agongy:" Love is hurtful when one love too much n wat he/she gets in return isnt as much as wat is being given out. Tat's y to me.. i always stubbornly insist tat i muz haf a life of my own.. a social circle of my own.. gg out wif my own frens.. etc..i juz dun wan to see myself in such a state where i couldnt find any meaning in life anymore when a loved one leave me. Maybe it sounded silly.. maybe it is a way to protect one self. is like having a reserved bank so u wun lose everything... isnt it scary when u found urself so deep into something u cant get out. or u cant live without? i duno. maybe becos i din allow to haf tt kind of feeling or maybe not to that extreme extent. Isnt it a blessing if both side have mutual n balanced amt of love. But of cos tat is impossible.. even adam n eve cant do tt,can they?

Sometimes i want to help. But maybe in a wrong way. Maybe i juz duno how to express myself. Maybe, im not a very gd fren indeed. aren't frens the most impt thing when ur heart aches? Not necessarily, i guess. I got a few heartbroken frens but i duno how to help them. I juz wanna say to all, i will try to be gd listener if u decide to look for me one day.

I noe im lucky.. i shld cherish it. i wont be so lucky forever.. boo boo cant be tolerant forever. I shld tink for him more. learn to love him more n not being so self centered. i shld grow up. Juz no one dares to ask me to. ya.. IM a childish fellow.

My heart aches.. i duno for whom.. or for wat. Maybe for all the heartbroken? im juz being emotional. childish act again.