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Sunday, November 06, 2005

A wk lacking of slp...temper running short

I did a really bad thing yst.. i flared up infront of boo's frens the 1st time in the 2 yrs i had been wif him.. Guess i was really pissed.. but nv was i tt pissed tt i will scream... cos is juz din feel right to do tt to them. Is not like cindy or kevin they all tt i can juz scream when im angry.. Its juz diff...I cant stand the way the fren was toking.. I wanted to type it all out.. but tinking twice.. since its over.. den juz let it go. Cos typing it down will make my blood boils again..And judging from the way im gg to write it..is not gonna be very nice and who ever who reads it might juz have the wrong perception of the situation. Act i feel guilty for flaring up... maybe im juz being too sensitive.. is not his fault entirely ya.. hai. I tink they r all stunned by my outburst, since they had nv seen this side of me before.. i swear its not gg to happen again..hai.. Simply said, its better to forget abt it.

This wk had been slack since there is 2 public holis.. both days contributed to boo.. went shopping with him for his prezzie. Took pics and ate Outback.. slurpz.. Rest of the wk has been alrite i guess.. juz doing a few follow up cases. Feeling sian again...work is juz work. Boring..

Wat im crazy over rite now is the korean drama "Full House".. Rain is so cute in the show.. same goes to Song hui qiao...Making me lose slp becos i cant help but keep watching the vcds until wee hours at nite. heez. Watching drama nv fails to make me feel all the mixed emotions and making me cry at all the right moments.. Life can nv be like the drama, am i right?

Anyway, anticipating for Wed ladies nite wif my gal frens.. Finally managed to date cindy out for a clubbing session. but for some reason. it juz feel weird cos there r no guys gg wif us.. erm.. is there any guys we noe tt haven report to the army tt we can call along? I mean we alway go in a grp wif mixture of guys n gals. hmmm.. a gals nite out.. Juz hope i dun get too drunk tt nite. or else gotta call rick kor to come pick me up le. if not no one else to call liao since boo,kev n twinnie all in army. bleah.

* waiting for the clock to strike 12 so i can watch my vcds... i noe im gg to cry tonite..*

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