Tell me wat is okay.. wat is not?

Thanks twinnie for ur companionship though u r damn tired but u still make the effort to accompany me.. hugz.. REalised juz now is the 1st time u hug me aft being ur twin for like 1 yr+???? hahhahaz guess i needed tt too. i need all the hugs i could find.heez so tt i feel loved! keke... Well, "Mean Girls" is cool... reminds me of the secondary sch days where wat's impt is to get the attention of the hottie in sch.. bitching of other gals ( well, we still do tt now. hahahahz).. n being popular.. Guess being popular juz isnt the issue now anymore. hahahhaz ppl grow up duh. hahhaz.

Thanks to twin, rick,yingda(u noe why ya,daddy!) and kev for being always being there for me. And once again sorry tt i din keep the promise. I promised to be gd n pick myslf up, and get out of the mess the laz time. Well, it wasnt really messy tis time hahahahhahz but kinda still stuck wif the players. Breaking promises seem to be my hobby recently already. duh. im bad. oh watever. anyway, im juz being melancholy.. as usual..

Stop worrying...if u r hahahz maybe u all noe i'll be ok. hahahz wif so many ppl who pamper me. whahaz. wat is okay? n wat is not? hmmm. juz like some of the previous entries during the messy dec.. "I miss Ning.." but tis time rd, Ning is getting better at controlling her emotions.. holding on to the reins.. dun wanna be considered as a mad woman who go crazy every alternate mth. whahahahz. YES..I'll BE alrite.. i tell myself.. even when im not.. i noe i'll still be...
LOve to lionel, rick, kev, yingda, yanting, lynette. muacks.

i wanna get out of being a mannequin. When am i happy and when am i really not? Tell me Wat is okay and wat is not?