stressed up!

im stressed!!! terribly stressed! i guess everyone noes... i juz cant seem to hide my emotions, cant i? i cant seem to study... i duno y.. im so so so distracted.. hai.. im getting worried.. its getting on my nerves. i guess i need the "fear" of failing and all the "gan cheong-ness" to act up -LIKE NOW! so i would get my butt off the bed n REALLY study.. gosh... im feeling really fearful now.. wat if i fail? NO! tat's nv gg to happen.. n nv happened before. Not now, not ever.period.
OK at least i know now tt im motivated by simply the FEAR.. ..Good.. for me its a gd sign.. a sign telling me tt I AM gg to study.. Not tt im not studying recently..juz not indepth i would say. hai.. Save me! Save me!

Thanks to all those who had shown concern for me..Really appreciate it!! Not to worry so much.. Im juz being alittle too stressed up and too emo for my own gd...Thinking too much of unnecessary stuffs... interupting my thoughts.. ~sigh~

Im always such an emotional person.. Tat's juz me...