projects!

Hurr...projects projects projects...........BoRinG..
seems like i haven been out having fun for sometime. hmmm
Daddy and cong cong invitation to go out has always been rejected... sorry! and twinnie calling me out for dinners also being rejected.. hurr. where's my life?

Tis wk schedule:
mon: OTD discussion

Tues: morn adecco ( cos taida the intern is on MC), aft sch
Wed: DO HR grp proj

THurs: Complete HR grp proj, DINNER Wif Nat, Meiyi, Jackson & CT. YEAH!! finally get to meet them up for dinner!! it has been more than half a yr since i left my position as PS Biz Gal le.. sobz.. miss those times in the shop. Beside meeting these SME peeps i muz find time to meet wif ah ben they all liao......

FrI: Dinner with the gals (Val,lydia, Kaiyin, Van) the "date" that we had plan! Gals get together!

Sat: Entertain my relatives fr HK..

Sun: Rest.. maybe meet boo? hmm complete my OTD?

Life's gettin boring... but a happening life is tiring and expensive..
hmmm maybe i'll juz stick wif my current lifestyle hahahaz..cos im so broke!

*i shall change a blogskin soon.. but im too lazy and too busy..* hurr......and i got nuttin interesting to blog.. duh...............................('_')

~ning's boring life~ bleahx

Anger appeased

Okie no more anger.. its happy family once again..

Hurr. anyway... assignments due dates are drawing near.. its gg to be busy busy once again..

Btw, im out of job again! hurr. sob sob. new consultant and another new intern had joined the team so me little small "temp" gg to fly liao.. hmmm but oso gd lah.. me oso no time le. cos need to do assignments and den is study break followed by the exams.. so fast another sem is ending soon........

Feeling pretty emo recently.. mood swing lah.. PMS lah. grrr. No No No No.. muz be jay's new album! super nice! but i like all the sad sad one. like " bai se feng che", " tui hou" and "xin yu", " ting ma ma de hua" oso very unique cos its not a love song....

Finished watching yst.. cry until my eyes puffy until like shit.. hahahz but i still love the show nonetheless. hahahz Wat shall be my next show?? We shall wait and see........hmmmmmmm..

Gtg n cont my proj....................* sighzz*

ANGER

Its not my fault that the laptop cant connect to the internet and i duno the reason why when it works perfectly fine the night before.

its not my fault that im an IT idiot and i cant fix the prob.

Its a fact tt i did request for help nicely and say i would fix it up upon given the instructions to.

u all juz din trust me. always blame me when there's a prob. always thinking its my fault..

always tinking i rely on others for help totally. if u could teach me once how to get help somewhere i would have listened and do so. its not TOTALLy my fault. if u say partially den YES i agree.

Why do u all always have to scream at me knowing very well i would have an anger upsurge in me and i would juz bloody hell scream back full force and den ended up in tears...

ITs not my fault!!!!!!!! i duno y it cant connect . i really din noe. i din expect anything one to come and help. i say GIVE ME The INSTRUCTIONS AND i"LL SEE WAT I CAN DO TO FIX MY OWN PROB. bloody hell.

my fault my fault my fault.. anything with the laptop is my fault. GRRRR ARGHHGHGHHG..

so tired of it.. FINE.. its my fault den if it makes u happy. Its me being childish, reliant, and at fault den if it makes ur day better. FINE... im juz stupid and useless.. happy?

Lazy sunday....

Life is getting itself back in its pace... work in the office isnt tt stressful since the new intern doing all the payroll stuffs.. heez im juz helping out in all the general admin stuffs. Life is pretty gd.. if not boring ..hahahz.. Ate satay with Ji Jie @ Jalan Kayu on fri.. yummy.. Accompanied him to choose fishes for his fish tank..i noe nuts abt fishes lah.. But the starfish he chose was really quite pretty.. and a bright purple fishy. heez.. At least satay was gd! hahahz. Usual sat morn swim @ safra with twinnie before i get ready to go to Lydia's church for YM event. Meet twinnie to go Wala aft church.. Was a boring sat.. the 2 of us juz wanna drink and nua somewhere.. n ended up @ wala wif 5 glasses of vodka lime (for me, twinnie drink whisky i tink..), and a big plate of chicken wings! yummy! But really lah life getting boring, or im too num nua(YES) and im tooo busy (YES).... hmmm..i wanna do a series of things.. maybe i could plan my schedule in a way that i could do one item each wk? hmmm...

Things i wanna do: (its all randomly rank)

1. Go rollerblading
2. Go ice-skating (lyly i noe u oso want to go rite. heez)
3. Go ktv ( haven sing for a long long time...)
4. Dim sum buffet!
5. Club?
6. take lotsa photos
7. Go sentosa and act tourist
8. Go to the zoo or jurong bird park

Hmmm at the moment only tink of these few... will add more to the list once i tot of more stuffs...hmmm..

Im currently watching "e zuo ju zi wen' : it started with a kiss on youtube! heez wanna watch tis ou xiang ju very long le. waiting for ah hu to lend me vcd but always din manage to meet her so now watch on youtube lor. heez.. i like zheng yuan chang! but he jun xiang still my no 1 choice lah.. whahahz.

*youtubing* starts now....

man feeling bitchy.. aft watching devils wears prada

Feeling super bitchy aft watching " the devils wear prada".. nice nice hilarious show. u can see those *bling bling* and glamourous getups that u wish u could get ur hands on. So there goes the qns of why is fashion, beauty all so impt???! And why does ppl lose themselves while trying to be uptown gals and lose things they held dear. hmmm y some ppl are born rich and pretty while others juz normal.. u noe.. average.. *duh*.. dont ppl love the attention on them... feeling wanted and loved by others ( not juz lovers but frens, family etc).. Dont it feel good to noe tt ppl like to see u and have u ard.. cos they sincerely like u for who u r.. regardless of the stupid things u do. tat's probably the reason why im willing to spend money on pastries, sweets, drinks on the *hub peeps sometimes if i go over to tan ban.. Cos its a real gd feeling when u noe everyone is happy to see u. Crowding over u to tok to u. Smiley faces everywhere. Genuine. Y do u want to stay at some place when u only say hi and bye to thoe ppl where u got nuttin in common to tok abt... Or was it a psychological thing.. hmmm. why do i still feel so small and inferior at times. feeling tt im not gd enuf for anyone. not pretty enuf, not smart enuf, not thin enuf, not patient enuf, not kind enuf, not gentle enuf.. juz plain not gd enuf. oh watever.. juz ignore me.

i still like the show nonetheless *smilez* U juz learn alot of things in life dun u.. especially when u meet hiccups in life and making wrong decisions and straighten urself back.. hmm.. life is constant learning experience.

i had a happy and fun day!!

Went COMEX to "tan ban" today.., bought drinks lah, pastries lah, sweets lah for my fellow darlings @ the rdshow.. They say i had gotten a nice tan! hahahz went swimming wif twinnie @ yishun safra yst. heez. im Accompanied by twinnie and ting to go gai gai at comex since they were oso intending to buy stuffs there too lah. heez.. Today so FUN!! keep laughing all the way. BEing toopid and fooling ard wif my 2 bez buddies is so much fun! We were so hungry lah.. nv eat breakfast.., and lunch. by the time we leave the rdshow its already 3 plus! Rch somerset @ 4 and we chiong to the suki sushi for the sushi buffet! hahahhaz yummy yummy!! cos too hungry liao ma. ahahhaz. den go walk walk.. and guess who we saw?? lyly jie and ah hong! hahahz so we accompanied them to eat and we had our drinks and tok cok all the way. hahahz tat's the way to spend a nice day. heez.

okie. gg to do my new hobby... youtubing! hahahahz. tata.