man feeling bitchy.. aft watching devils wears prada

Feeling super bitchy aft watching " the devils wear prada".. nice nice hilarious show. u can see those *bling bling* and glamourous getups that u wish u could get ur hands on. So there goes the qns of why is fashion, beauty all so impt???! And why does ppl lose themselves while trying to be uptown gals and lose things they held dear. hmmm y some ppl are born rich and pretty while others juz normal.. u noe.. average.. *duh*.. dont ppl love the attention on them... feeling wanted and loved by others ( not juz lovers but frens, family etc).. Dont it feel good to noe tt ppl like to see u and have u ard.. cos they sincerely like u for who u r.. regardless of the stupid things u do. tat's probably the reason why im willing to spend money on pastries, sweets, drinks on the *hub peeps sometimes if i go over to tan ban.. Cos its a real gd feeling when u noe everyone is happy to see u. Crowding over u to tok to u. Smiley faces everywhere. Genuine. Y do u want to stay at some place when u only say hi and bye to thoe ppl where u got nuttin in common to tok abt... Or was it a psychological thing.. hmmm. why do i still feel so small and inferior at times. feeling tt im not gd enuf for anyone. not pretty enuf, not smart enuf, not thin enuf, not patient enuf, not kind enuf, not gentle enuf.. juz plain not gd enuf. oh watever.. juz ignore me.

i still like the show nonetheless *smilez* U juz learn alot of things in life dun u.. especially when u meet hiccups in life and making wrong decisions and straighten urself back.. hmm.. life is constant learning experience.