oh im so useless...

Feeling so weak & useless.. reflecting on wat happened @ work.. i tink i juz painted a very bad pic of myself. yupz.. im weak, useless, incapable and cant handle stress. not that im denying. but sudd i felt bad.. Like they feel guilty tat they made me stayed til late to finish up the nv ending stuffs. but tat's probably becos im slow and inexperience and i keep chkin on wat i had keyed into the system. Guess im too pampered! i aint denying that either. the under statement is i tink i shldnt have cried.......... its a sign of weakness! BUt it definitely helps in freeding me fr the job. ITs time i shld start studying and preparing for the exams. BUt even if i din work laz wk, i dun tink i would have studied much anyway.

Haiz.. watching too much youtube today... and tis toopid virus thingy abt excessive downloading blah blah blah interception of wireless connection blahbalh error msg fr singtel pops out again. Once again, i heard my sis screaming and heading to my room... yeah... i shld have learnt fr the past incident tt i shldnt watch too much youtube cos the same prob happens laz time & i get a thrashing fr her. i juz hope my lappy dun play a joke wif me tml when i *ON* it..haiz. y i always so suay wif technology stuffs?????? and im so stubborn.. once bitten, and i still tries it the 2nd time... hurrr..........

Going back to my lec notes for tonite.. no more youtubing for the time being.. i'll juz gotta to follow wat's on Ch U every wkdays nite on 7pm and wait til the exams r over before i could get my hands on the vcd fr yanting. *sighz* im a DrAma Freak.. kill me.