im pampered..life isnt tt pretty simple
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There are so many a times admitted im kinda like a pampered spoilt brat yet believing that im sensitive and mature in my own rights.=.... but of cos there are always others that are better or worse than one self...i used to tink that being a pampered spoilt brat have to be rich.. well, since im not well off i say im "kinda" pampered. heeez. but it dawn on me tat u dun haf to be rich to be pampered... u juz need alot of ppl to dote and pamper and love u.. i have so often feel "inferior" or "restricted" by my wealth or ability. but seriously... i look @ my payslip and bills and receipts.. i tink i SPEND ALOT ALOT ALOT>.... my goodnesss. i really got a shock rite thru looking at the no shown on the calculator. That kinda explains why i am always broke.. i cant believe i spend tt much either. *faintz* Looking @ the less fortunate and im not even saying those in other countries but juz other normal beings like u and me on the streets that are living in less than average family have to scrap or spend so much less than ourselves. I guess its the environment, looking ard.. most of my frens are pretty well off.. tt's y i always tell boo im not rich cos look ard me.. they r living much better than i am. but i nv realised there are so many others in the world that are not.
ok... so im not tt good.. hmmm but of cos there are examples of ppl better off and worse off... hearing some true life accts fr others, there are ppl worse than me. I mean the spending, the temper, the attitude.. eh the whole package lah basically. and someone who is willing to accept it all and tolerate it for 6 yrs. Im amazed by the tolerance of tis fren of mine. So i start to believe that maybe im not tt incorrigible, tt unreasonable and selfish and pampered aft all. cos now i noe that is someone that is of so much higher "level".. hahaz. I dunno whether i shld be glad or wat, but i tink its kinda funny. So im acting like a princess but someone else is acting like a queen.. hahahaz..
Enuf said.. i shall aim to be a better person though it proves hard. I guess all my frens are already to used to me BEING ME...like tt. *shake head* I MUZ LEARN TO BE A BETTER PERSON..hmmm. YES! Pls remind and encourage me to be less pampered and spoilt. =)
#NinG* trying to be a better person..
There are so many a times admitted im kinda like a pampered spoilt brat yet believing that im sensitive and mature in my own rights.=.... but of cos there are always others that are better or worse than one self...i used to tink that being a pampered spoilt brat have to be rich.. well, since im not well off i say im "kinda" pampered. heeez. but it dawn on me tat u dun haf to be rich to be pampered... u juz need alot of ppl to dote and pamper and love u.. i have so often feel "inferior" or "restricted" by my wealth or ability. but seriously... i look @ my payslip and bills and receipts.. i tink i SPEND ALOT ALOT ALOT>.... my goodnesss. i really got a shock rite thru looking at the no shown on the calculator. That kinda explains why i am always broke.. i cant believe i spend tt much either. *faintz* Looking @ the less fortunate and im not even saying those in other countries but juz other normal beings like u and me on the streets that are living in less than average family have to scrap or spend so much less than ourselves. I guess its the environment, looking ard.. most of my frens are pretty well off.. tt's y i always tell boo im not rich cos look ard me.. they r living much better than i am. but i nv realised there are so many others in the world that are not.
ok... so im not tt good.. hmmm but of cos there are examples of ppl better off and worse off... hearing some true life accts fr others, there are ppl worse than me. I mean the spending, the temper, the attitude.. eh the whole package lah basically. and someone who is willing to accept it all and tolerate it for 6 yrs. Im amazed by the tolerance of tis fren of mine. So i start to believe that maybe im not tt incorrigible, tt unreasonable and selfish and pampered aft all. cos now i noe that is someone that is of so much higher "level".. hahaz. I dunno whether i shld be glad or wat, but i tink its kinda funny. So im acting like a princess but someone else is acting like a queen.. hahahaz..
Enuf said.. i shall aim to be a better person though it proves hard. I guess all my frens are already to used to me BEING ME...like tt. *shake head* I MUZ LEARN TO BE A BETTER PERSON..hmmm. YES! Pls remind and encourage me to be less pampered and spoilt. =)
#NinG* trying to be a better person..
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