The 345th post- Alone time

Sunny breezy Saturday.... All alone at home (hmm since my dad is sleeping in his room).. A wonderful day to slack at home giving myself some "alone" time... Cleaned up my room abit as a preparation for the new sch semester starting on mon. It's a great feeling actually, alone... packing... listening to songs tt i haven really put in my playlist for ages.. hahahz yup jay chou's old albums r definitely in the list.. along with my other fav singers and their older songs tt we alway sing in ktv. Listening...humming... singing... innocent days den.. *smilez* Anyway, my room is so much cleaner now.. Esp my writing desk.. its so cluttered during the exam period and i din really clear much of it during the holidays until now.

hmmm... Watched transformers yst nite wif boo and his bros... NICE SHOW!~ hahahz i tink i very "guy" cos i like alot of guys shows. hahahahz.. humour within the actions! hahahhz. Highly recommended to watch. And i even have a few surprises seeing a few ppl! hahahz..

Anyway, i already decided.. im gg to only worked until early aug den im not working anymore. Gotta concentrate on my studies for the laz sem. heez.. I'll miss those times in the office.. "suan-ing" each other... and all those nice tea breaks and breakfasts fr cai yiyi! keke..........

kk. im gg to cont to slack the rest of my aftnoon listening to songs, surfing the net, reading my newly borrowed romance novels, watching "angel lover" on crunchyroll and catching a nap..

A wonderful saturday aftnoon all by myself.. *smilez*

*the 345th post*

hmmm so how to reply?

Updates: Have been out having good meals for the past few days. Im growing so fat now, my tummy so round. DUH! hahahz Went Mango sales consecutively for a few days since the sale starts. hahahz Got 2 tops and a skirt ( and only one top is being paid by my own money!) hahahhaz Thanks my dear boo & rick kor for the sponsorship! hahahz. One more wk, and sch is good to start.. Laz sem already.... Time passed us so fast... Sighz... hmm random tots.. hahahz Anyway, was watching Initial D on tv juz now.. Jay CHow is so cuteeee! OKay, so now i feel like those poly days listening to his music ( im playing all his songs on the media player rite now!~), humming, singing.... hahhaz lovely.. those days... So many of his songs bring me so many memories.. fr poly days til.... eh hummm.. some other more memories.. hahhahaz.. I feel like im falling in love wif zhou jie lun all over again.. hahahz wat a sch gal dream. hahahz..

Some more tots: Someone emailed me the other day , asking me some qns tt i dunno how to ans.. Shld i say wat i feel or shld i say something nice.. Im not a v nice person to be exact... so go ahead tink of me as the baddie.. Sighzz... im the kind of person tt likes u mean likes u, dislike means dislike... If it clicks den it clicks.. I noe i got attitude probs at times, but i only cares to those i cared for. I noe that person meant to be good..intentions are good.. But sometimes not everyone u noe can be frens, and not every frens can be close one..same goes to not everyone will noe u well and understands u. This is juz life...The world is not perfect. Grow up and learn... Yes, im being mean again... DUH! but its a fact~ okok, wat i can say is i can try to be nice and sincere, but i dun gurantee friendship. I am juz ME, no one can change ME..


Luv Me or Hate Me.. its ur own choice.

Sunshine aft the Rain...

Okay.. im over my emo period.. Back to normal days, but lesser gg out cos wanna spend more time at home to accompany my mum. Mainly work and home for these few days.. Went GSS wif yt and yuling today, i bought a top! keke! Seems quite long since i laz shop in spore.. hahahahz. We had a hearty korean lunch! Very yummy and cheap! hahahz.

Anyway, i realised time flies! In a few wks time, holidays r over and a new semester starts! And half a yr down the road, im gg to start a full time job.....hmmm... Had been so busy recently. *sighz*

My "want to do but no time to do" List ( not necessarily in that order)

1. Go marina south eat those $10-12 oily and hot steamboat buffet
2. Escape Themepark
3. East coast park- wanna try rollerblading although i the laz time i tried was in sec sch days hahah)
4. Beach! ( but my tummy too big oso lah....)
5. KTV

Anyone want to go with me.. let me noe ya..~ hahhahaz

Im gg off to watch my "AngeL LoveR" on crunchyroll already. TaTa...

Bundles of tots

Loss of a kin makes me tink....... Death draws the living closer....... I felt closer to my cousins and aunties and uncles (my mum's side) during the wake and funeral. We alway used to take things for granted. Tinking ppl are still there though we meet them so seldom. Taking a closer look, my aunties and uncles and my grandma have aged. My 2 younger cousins have grown older, not the cute little kids they once were but growing young men in their teens. Wow, i felt old. Feel like i sudd have 2 young bros and im like the older sis now having to take care of them. Not tt i really have to juz tt is a kind of feeling tt i have now grown up and recognise the importance of family ties. In addition, really appreciate the effort and concern of many frens. How can we live life without these 2 major grp of ppl.

These few wks have been tiring, rite from the start of the holidays that marked the end of exams til now tt the exams results have been released, i haven been resting. From the bkk trip wif yt to gg back to work @ adecco to working in PC show to my grandfather's funeral. Now tt i have some time on my hands to rest. I feel oddly empty. Sometimes we walked so fast in the journey of life that when we finally got the chance to rest our feet, we felt lost in the peaceful surrounding.

Lost... in the hands of empty time.

pics from PC show

Some pics fr PC show:

a package of emotions

Greatly appreciated for those who came to my grandfather's wake on thurs and those pretty flowers for the wreath fr office peeps. You dunno how much gratitude i have for those who came, really quite surprised to see you all cos its maybe abit "ban dang" for some ppl. BUt u all still came! And pei me for so long. REally appreciate that my frens.......for all ur support too. Left the office in a hurry aft receiving the news on wed aftnoon. My grandfather is 87 yrs old. Good old age alot of old ppl says. There isnt any pain or stuffs like tt, he fell into a deep slp and there he goes........ Im sad, but im ok. Death is a part of the cycle of life. He is such a kind hearted well liked old man.. *sighz*

Din slp much for the past few days. Beside preparing the funeral and stuffs, results are out on the same thurs. Surprisingly, results turn out to be better than expected. *phew* but by the time i know abt my own results, it was under the least of my concern already. Glad tt all my frens oso passed all the modules and passed all hurdles pretty well. There is still SM results postponed to next wk. Moderation is on the cards, adjusting the passing mark to make it easier to pass is da bez......

Haiz. im so tired. gotta slp soon already. good nite peeps. Juz a gentle reminder, i wont be able to celebrate other ppl's bday or go other ppl's hse for the time being, chinese's taboo........some traditions thingy. hmm so ya.......... * yawnz* cya soon.

rollercoaster of emotions

Experience rollercoaster ride of emotions ever since working for my laz rdshow @ the PC show. Making new frens, being angry at some, forgiven and make peace, agitation and frustration, happy memories, fun and laughters! That is wat i call a working experience. It's gg to be my laz rdshow, memorable those i experience anger surging thru me every few hrs in a day but overall, its still FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! keke........... It's wierd when u realised in the few days u can be so talkative and in sync with ppl u juz knew, looking @ each other for almost 12 hrs a day. And once the few days event ended, strangers we are again for some. For the goods, we keep in contact and the friendship blossom. For many, we would probably meet in the next possible event. Some ppl are fated to be frens, yet some are meant to be acquaintances. Oh well......

Anyway, it has been a tiring wk beside working 7 days a wk, emotionally tiring too with the results coming out tml.......... Received results for the assignments already, and while some r excellent, there are oso one tt is terribly done. Feeling of guilt weigh me down by wat had happened.........
I juz hope all goes well..........sighz........ Prayed hard!