Bundles of tots

Loss of a kin makes me tink....... Death draws the living closer....... I felt closer to my cousins and aunties and uncles (my mum's side) during the wake and funeral. We alway used to take things for granted. Tinking ppl are still there though we meet them so seldom. Taking a closer look, my aunties and uncles and my grandma have aged. My 2 younger cousins have grown older, not the cute little kids they once were but growing young men in their teens. Wow, i felt old. Feel like i sudd have 2 young bros and im like the older sis now having to take care of them. Not tt i really have to juz tt is a kind of feeling tt i have now grown up and recognise the importance of family ties. In addition, really appreciate the effort and concern of many frens. How can we live life without these 2 major grp of ppl.

These few wks have been tiring, rite from the start of the holidays that marked the end of exams til now tt the exams results have been released, i haven been resting. From the bkk trip wif yt to gg back to work @ adecco to working in PC show to my grandfather's funeral. Now tt i have some time on my hands to rest. I feel oddly empty. Sometimes we walked so fast in the journey of life that when we finally got the chance to rest our feet, we felt lost in the peaceful surrounding.

Lost... in the hands of empty time.