Updates & the usual randomness

I went for a couple of interviews, rejected some becos the pay is too low or the location is too far away fr home. And it makes me wonder if im being too picky or my expectation is too high? Im kinda worried abt not being able to find a job i like or a company i fancy..though alot of ppl have been telling me that i shld take my time shld find the RIGHT job. But still, the anxiety still grows in me. Haizzz.. and like wat my boo says im still so unsure of what i want. I have been trying to tink this qns thru these few days.

Anyway, i juz made a "new" fren, someone that is so different from all the other guy frens that i know. Im afraid i have been too direct at times to the extend of being tactless.. Cos he is juz so diff fr twinnie, "daddy", cong cong, ben ben, weiliang , etcccc. as the list goes on. Now i feel so guilty and so bad, like i have mistreated him. *hurrr* The more i explain my character i tink the uglier the picture i have painted of myself. Grrr....But i juz dun wish to be misunderstood. And i really tink he is a nice guy to be frens wif. And back to the topic of being misunderstood,once again i was pretty pissed off today by someone becos i tink that person has misjudge my character and misunderstood my behaviours/actions. GRRR!

I seriously tink there is some prob wif me... There are so many times that im all crazy and hyper with a grp of ppl and there are oso many occasions when im alone and feeling all emo over everything or nuttin at all.. WHAT IS WRONG WIF ME?! duh....

*less than perfect*