Im feeling so lousy becos im still Lost

Im feeling so lousy right now for what had happened today. How come everyone knows what they want to do or what they are good at? And i dun. Im just being v Lost & confused for the past few mths, trying v hard to know what i wan to do with my life. And in turn cause quite abit of "disturbance" to some ppl ard me. If only i have made better decisions previously, and if only im not so fickle minded... if only i am sure of what i am doing....... if only there is a light that guide my way... if only i knew what i want..

So do i cont to wait for the right opportunity to come by? Or grab anything that comes my way?
*sighz* im so lousy.. i noe.. and so terrible in making decisions. There muz be something wrong with me!!! Seriously.... *Sighz*

When can i finally find my way?