A pocketful of Sunshine

I deleted an entry i posted yesterday night, becos i no longer feel that it is necessary for it to be posted out. There are too many things to be left unsaid as saying too much has lost its purpose already. I dunno if anyone has encounter this before or not, but i have this "Leave it Unspoken rule", its basically runs on the theory that the more you talked about a certain thing or issue then bad or unfavourable outcome will be resulted. It turn out true for many occasions for me. So i really believe in it, though sometimes my BIG MOUTH just couldnt shut up and i ended up with less than favourable outcome. So the best thing is to keep my mouth shut.. pretty hard i guess.*Sighz* Anyway, a new song to introduce- Natasha Bedingfield: A pocketful of Sunshine. Im pretty into english songs lately, listening to english stations for the past week. A nice change occasionally from my fav 933. Meanwhile, i gathered a no of nice hits on the airwaves that is pleasant to my ears. hahahz. This is one of them. Enjoy.



- Natasha Bedingfield Lyrics

i guess i dun learn

I guess i dont learn... letting things repeat and the cycle re-run...
Why has it got to be like that? After toking to the gals, i concluded that the prob lies with me.
I dun want to be like that either, but sometimes i cant control my own emotions.. I shld have known better.. seriously... but why is it that i refused to learn?

Most people have only 1 key to a lock.. why do i always have 2 and in different sizes?




A new song that i like by Jordan Chan. 陈小春〈独家记忆〉。。。though the mtv abit cliche but i still teared... as usual... im an EMO freak. Oh and there is a canto version , 《我不是伟人》

忘记分开后的第几天起
喜欢一个人看下大雨
没联络 孤单就像连锁反应
想要快乐都没力气
雷雨世界像场灾难电影
让现在的我可怜到底
对不起 谁也没有时光机器
已经结束的没有商量的余地
我希望你 是我独家的记忆
摆在心底 不管别人说得多么难听
现在我拥有的事情
是你 是给我一半的爱情
我喜欢你 是我独家的记忆
谁也不行 从我这个身体中拿走你
在我感情的封锁区
有关于你 绝口不提
没问题
没关系Repeat
没限期

Being doted can be a blessing and also a curse

I know compared to some others im really very blessed. No matter where i go i have people who really dotes on me alot. I am always the trouble maker that is trying to make a mess out of everything or trying to be difficult or fussy. Just like the other day i went over to the ecp outlet, i enjoyed the privileges i get, the way i can easily tok to any of the staffs there like we are long time friends and act like im a regular there. I just like to socialise, soak in all the attention and of cos becos of my position in the company i definitely know everyone! And not only there, in the place that im based, the setting is like home to me. I really do love the peeps, but sometimes some other factors are also being put into consideration. But being doted makes me think that in the future, there might be some decisions harder to make. Some emotions harder to control and alot of contradicitions that follows. *sighz*

Today is the 1st day without my best work buddy. She just started work in a new company. Though we still chat on msn, but its different without her around, esp during lunch time. Cos she is my lunch buddy too!!! *sobzzz* Hhahaahah but im so happy for her at the same time cos at least unlike me, she knows what she wants in her life and is not afraid to pursue it.. Way to GO, GaL!~

I read a fren's blog lately, and in one of her entry she mentioned that a gal should wait for a guy who kisses her forehead. I dun understand why but i have to admit, it does feel special to be kissed on the forehead. No matter how good the kisses are, kiss on the forehead is just sooo sweet...

Anyway, found a english song that i like the lyrics v much. Its's CHANGE by Sugarbabes.