Being doted can be a blessing and also a curse

I know compared to some others im really very blessed. No matter where i go i have people who really dotes on me alot. I am always the trouble maker that is trying to make a mess out of everything or trying to be difficult or fussy. Just like the other day i went over to the ecp outlet, i enjoyed the privileges i get, the way i can easily tok to any of the staffs there like we are long time friends and act like im a regular there. I just like to socialise, soak in all the attention and of cos becos of my position in the company i definitely know everyone! And not only there, in the place that im based, the setting is like home to me. I really do love the peeps, but sometimes some other factors are also being put into consideration. But being doted makes me think that in the future, there might be some decisions harder to make. Some emotions harder to control and alot of contradicitions that follows. *sighz*

Today is the 1st day without my best work buddy. She just started work in a new company. Though we still chat on msn, but its different without her around, esp during lunch time. Cos she is my lunch buddy too!!! *sobzzz* Hhahaahah but im so happy for her at the same time cos at least unlike me, she knows what she wants in her life and is not afraid to pursue it.. Way to GO, GaL!~

I read a fren's blog lately, and in one of her entry she mentioned that a gal should wait for a guy who kisses her forehead. I dun understand why but i have to admit, it does feel special to be kissed on the forehead. No matter how good the kisses are, kiss on the forehead is just sooo sweet...

Anyway, found a english song that i like the lyrics v much. Its's CHANGE by Sugarbabes.