Class Outing a success!

Woo-hoo... hahhaz Yst class outing was a success i shld say. Everyone has so much fun saying lame jokes and laughing. We have our dinner at Glasshouse fish N co..Before tt i went to watch Ladder 49 wif dear. I shared a the seafood platter for 2 wif xiurong.. Yum Yum.. both of us finish almost all of it! hahahz saw alex there( he working there) so we managed to get a 10 % discount wif some halloween card thingy he gave mi. hahahaz anyway aft tt xiurong left. Den we went to PS shop abit den we off to Alley Bar for a drink. ( Guizhen,lina n meixian din go). It was so much fun at the bar cos well there is air con dripping, funny waiter and we actually get our IC checked cos we are like kids there. How ma lu.. hahahz Den lotsa photo taking and crapping. I drank this walking on the peaches.. not bad actually. But no money so order one drink only. Not high enuf actually. Like not very high alcohol level like tt. Hhahahz next time muz go clubbing wif the class!
today gg to work later. Im juz gg to slack slack let the day pass hopefully.. Hai.. Den tml go enjoy wif Dear n chee leong they all to celebrate Dear's bday in advance. Tink aft meeting chee leong they all, gg to meet raymond n all. No need to go hm tml liao.. Den most prob next wk (act bday) maybe not celebrating wif dear le. Gota work. Short of MOney!!!! hahahahz.. Hmmm....

Next wk dr to dr starting liao. Hope our class got gd sales results. Cos i noe other classes not very pleased wif our class n we r pretty stand alone. Hai.. Not my fault wat. I oso nv "de zui" anyone.. Hai.. Is not easy to be the CEO.. hai..

WhAt HaPpEn to Me ReCeNtLY?

im feeling stressed? tired? easily irriated.. hai.. i really duno wat happened to me recently. I juz booked a tour to Bangkok wif dear.. We gg to spend 4 days 3 nites there.. Im gg to SHOP!!! But im so broke now lor.. broke until i cant join Vinny n the rest for clubbing tis wkend. Broke until muz saved up for money n work more often. SigH.. im juz not feeling gd recently.. BPC has started today.. Me as the CEO has to conduct meetings lah.. get things done lah.. Sometimes i really wonder if im up to it. Im seriously lack of confidence i guess.. I tink im not gd enuf. i fear i might screw up. I fear i'll blew my top over the slightest things, i fear things wont run smoothly. I fear i cant make the class cooperate.. I fear CONFLICTS.. ...... Im afraid of not meeting everyone's expectation of mi.. n my own.

I dunno wat happen to me n dear now oso. Is juz stagnent i guess. Tgt for almost a yr le.. Hope we have a great time during tis trip which is specially organized for his 21th bday. Maybe i shld be tinking of wat i want in life. Im feeling more like a wandering ghost recently. In need of $, friends, support, comfort, n self-being. Where is my soul?

ExAms is OveR!!

So happy exams over le!!! Today marcom pp make mi stoned for awhile cos i really dunno wat to ans lor. hahahz.. i crap alot ...hopefully can get some marks for all those crapping. Heez.. Went to northpt to gai gai ard for awhile cos nuttin to do. Everyone haven finish exams (TLM n BFS hai..) den i ownself go walk walk lor. Den got gd deals at mini toons rdshow! Got cute socks! 5 pairs for 2 bucks! hahaz so i bought 5 pair of super cute socks *gRiN*... n i saw a pair of cute white heels at Bata..ya bata.. but is a pretty cute pair lah.. so i gg to buy it on sat? or sun.. Tml working... earn $$. kaoz. cindy they all wanna go clubbing.. tell them wait for mi liao lor. tml working cant club.. muz got $$ den can club ma. HEez... got no holiday lor.. Mon still haf to go back sch for real program.. Gotta be my blur blur CEO again.. PoUtZ..

Listen to 933 and found this new song by Li Cai hua (4) and some guy... quite nice song. tink the title is 谈恋爱。（some parts i still cant catch.. hmm will edit it again.. )

两个人一天到晚谈恋爱
可是谁了解什么才是爱
如果一切说明白
游戏就不精彩

一个人只想好好谈恋爱
有没有想过两个人的未来
我期待 我的现在

New Blog SKin!!

yeah.. i finally find myself another blog skin!! so happy.. tml Marcom paper is my laz paper le. Yoo hoo!~ dun feel like studying. not like i study alot for it anyway..,hahhahaz.. Fri gotta work somemore. earn $$... EM & SM over le, pretty eazy papers.. Im waiting for the holis! waiting to go clubbing.. waiting to haf class meeting.. waiting to do selling... crazy crazy le.. hahahhaz

Jia you for the rest who haven finish their exams k! Take care peeps!

im okay ppl..

IM okay ppl..to those who read my blog frequently.. u might want to noe wat happened but i guess there is no point in saying lah.. heez.. when is time to come i will say k.. So no need to be worried abt mi. ( i noe when cindy read tis part she sure reply at the tag board says" who got ppl worried abt u!?!"?) hahahz.. anyway, i haf decided not to tink abt the future for the time being, juz enjoy and cherish the time we haf now. The most impt thing is being happy rite? Juz dun care abt wat others tink as long as u tink u rite. i guess tis shld be the spirit!

There is only one person in the whole wide world who will say "chou chou, gia gia, gaga, bao bao and bui bui" wif mi.. n dun mind sniffing bao bao.. so no matter wat's gg to happen in the future, it shld be predestined so i shall not tink abt it anymore. Oh well... life still goes on.. Em gg to die le.. cos i nv study alot.. i keep slping n slping!!! n watch tv somemore.. die le lah.. boo!

my heart aches

Do u noe y ppl like to go ktv when they r sad? Becos it gives them an excuse to cry when they sang of songs that gives you that sour feeling in ur heart and u juz cant help it when your tears roll down ur cheeks. U noe why ppl like boybands like 5566 or even "au xiang ju"? Becos they give ppl the fairytale like love stories that ppl want to have. They will picture themselves as one of the lead and feel the magical love tt exists only in songs or dramas... u noe y 5566 songs so nice? cos they give the listener the feeling tat they r singing to u only.. the love the passion is only for the listener.. it is special...it makes mi feel special i guess.. Well, this is my perception.. it might not be true.

LOve is something that gives ppl a heart ache. Crying is a person's right to express themselves.
Y do u not noe the reason behind my tears?
Y do u not noe y i dun want to call.. becos i wont want u to hear mi sob
My heart aches even when i hear ur voice..
Wat will i do if i dun haf u?
Y do i haf to hurt so badly when u dun even noe the reason to
U wont be able to feel my heart aches
cos im not allowing u to..
i am to heal my own soul

im not being disrespectful but i juz dun take criticism fr juz anyone!

Im so happy! I noe how to do the SM paper! yippee!! I hope i can see an A flying towards mi! But we all noe life isnt all sugar n spice n everything nice. It has up & downs, its juz whether u want to ignore some facts and go into self denial or u want to face it up front. Well, everyone has the rite to choose..

i want to go into self pity but i couldnt bring myself to it.
i noe im not pretty, but i din say i am
im not being disrespectful but i seriously tink there is prejudice
can the first impression be so WRONG??
i dun tink i did anything wrong. cos i simply din.
i dun take criticism without a logical realistic explaination or reasoning
i dun take nonsense from ppl who doesnt like mi
of all ppl... someone tt might be impt in my life in the future
of all ppl, to jeopardize the relationship wif someone i held dear
i dunno u at all... stop insulting mi and comparing mi wif others
cos simply U DUNNO MI AT ALL!
I haf a gd reputation of being a gd gal wif all adults
Im not trying to be disrespectful but im trying hard to be nice
I haf always been gd.. Unsure of the reason but to you im not.

WheRe Is My A(s)???

Im so slack tis semester!!! Im gg to fail le lah.. I spent like 4-5 days studying SM and im not really finish wif it yet.. Cos i keep slping!!! Not concentrating! Arghhh.... N i haven really touch on EM.. haven touch Marcom at all... My goodness..im gg to die le lah.. Im losing all my hopes of getting As tis sem.. Muz maintain my standard leh.. Laz sem got 3 As and only 1C lor.. although not all As are core modules but still A rite! hahahahhahahahahhaz.... I want A!!!!hai.. cant slack so much le lah.

After exams duno do wat.. I dun even noe wat haf to be done for the class meeting. I noe im a blur CEO but still.. hai.. cant help it lah.. Dun really noe wat is gg on sia.. Muz email henry koh or jonas lee to find out if i really need help.. Lucky they very nice to mi! hahahhaz.. I want to organise outing for the class., I want to go sentosa the beach there n wear my bikini( the one xuan,lyly & weiqi get for mi for bday)!! But first, im muz make sure i haf no tummy! sigh.. i want to go out wif cindy and ting.. So long nv go out wif them le. Shopping! i want to go clubbing agian! No Money... i want to go Holiday! Haven book or settle anything yet. ARghhh..

But still quite touched tt ting msg mi aft reading my blog, and thanks to mavis, jess & cindy who leave msgs on my tag board! Hugz gals! Well, at least i noe im not forgotten.. Heez.. Cant stand myself.. Im constantly needing the attention of others.. Arghh. typical LEO. Blame it on the horoscope. LIkes to be in the Centre of attraction, be glamourous, fun loving, selfish, flirt?, self centered, caring to others, sensitve, give support to frens..... the list go on..

Gd luck for all my frens, esp those in mkting... SM pp tml!

BoReD... Is ExAm TiMe...

Im so bored.. im so restless... time juz passed by..juz like tt... Is exam time..i ought to be studying but im not. I juz fell aslp like a dozen time reading my notes on bed.. Hhaahz nuttin surprising.. Im chking bintan resorts online.. Maybe i shld be chking genting packages too. No money so better go somewhere nearer! Is all for Dear's bday.. We juz wanna get out of the country n haf some real relaxing fun! Money is always issue though! $$$$ im being calculative..i noe.. So im gg to work DURING the BREAK if there's rdshow. can u believe it? my mum is gg to kill me if she noes. I ought to be losing slp at nite n doing more reading memorising and trying to stay awake! HUMP>>> i want to go drinking (im not addicted to clubbing, mind u) i juz feel like having a drink sometime and juz sitting down at such pubs drinking chilling n relaxing.. toking to ppl whom u drift apart. Drift apart...Not close anymore.. I haven realised i got so little frens on my list until no ones actually want to go PROM wif mi.. Is juz u n me, cindy gal... juz the 2 of us and liangjie. Im not trying to say i got hell lot of frens but.. i noe all of them has their own grp of frens. Twin got his B10 ppl, zf got Vinod and all the B21 ppl... I felt like some wandering ghost trying to go into other classes' click or sumting. It is juz plain pathetic, i nearly lose all my excitement and anticipation for the PROM!! u noe the prom? where u can be all pretty and glamourous for juz one nite everyone is the princess.... My bf thinks im fantasizing it.. Ya.. he's rite. Im juz tt kind of gal who likes to be a social butterfly... nice beautiful dress, make up, drinks, gossiping, looking at everyone's dressing ..watever.. i tink i read too much or watch too much american show or sumting.. ya.. to me prom seems like a big thing. But in actual fact ( which i noe, i juz dun want to admit it.), it isnt some big fantastic thing at all. ya back to the drifting apart segment, well frens frens.. i always wonder wat if i dun haf a bf.. My life will be damn lonely.. cos i would haf no one to go out wif. Or maybe i will filrt more.. hahahz get guys to go out wif mi and pay for mi..hahahhaz. well, they r WILLING party.. hahahhaz.. ya go find all my galfrens to shop shop shop.. Well, that is they r ever free.. Or am i the one tt is always not free? LIfe... Is ___________. i cant find a word to describe how im feeling rite down. Juz bored.. maybe alittle irritated wif watever is happening to mi. Am i expecting alot more? or am i nv pleased wif small little things in life? Oh well, Frens whoever u r..if u reading this blog den u muz be someone tt im pretty close to ..i guess. if not i dun tink alot of ppl actually read my blog u see.. Once again.. FRens whom i neglect or neglected me... well i still love u all.. hope u all miss the old times, the days where everyone is happy( y do i tink tt ppl r less happy nowadays?)... Come give mi a call or a msg to meet up k.. Hugz to all Frens who actually rem mi.. !

Crazy Day!!!

CRazY CrAzY!! hhahz today went out wif Twin, Mavis, and Kev haf so much FUN!! We keep taking Pictures!!! hhHAHHAZ So sua ku wif those new neo print machines now adays..We tried out 2 machines hahahhaz Got funni pictures! hahahz.. We muz go out more often man. Yeah! Dear joined us too in the aftnoon, tgt we r a big grp of lamers! Hmmm.. tml gg to Val's hse play mahjong.. So long nv play le. Feels like is already holiday. cos integrated presentation is over. Tml IBS oso over!!! Tml gg to CUT CRAZY Hair.. I shall post my pic on friendster aft i cut my hair! I hope it look CRAZY! hahahz!

Genting OR BinTAn Im CoMinG!!!

Im FrEe..!! fReE.. hahahhaz

So happy.. Integrated presentation over le. Yeah.. Yippy Yuppy! hahahahz. Finally the stress is over.. Still got one laz IBS stand up presentation n All is over! But is exams next.. Sianz...Gg to relax til tis wkend before i hit the bks.. *Grinz* ahha..

I noe i might not be thoughtful, caring, understanding, gentle, but still i wanna give you the bez Birthday in Nov! I noe Im stubborn, easily irritated, bad tempered..and all the crazy things...Yet u r so tolerant of all my nonsense... So i wanna give u a BIG HUG dearie! Muacks!