IS ChRiStMaS!!!

Heez.. Merry Merry Christmas to all.. Firstly, i have to thank all those whom i exchanged presents wif. Every year i have been doing tis wif Val they all and Yanting they all. Tis christmas had been pretty sian. Not much of an excitment cos sch had started, there isnt much fun tis time round. Meet val, lydia, ness, kaiyin on xmas eve at lydia's hse to watch vcd "white chicks" and to eat potato salad and sherperd's pie! YummY! Den as usual the gift exchange session. Received a pair of earrings and tis container like thing fr lydia, a handmake bookmark made wif rubber band( tie hair kind) and beads fr Vanessa, a coaster wif our pic & lotsa candies fr KaiYin, and lastly a cute Bear piggybank fr Val. At nite, we went to Lydia's church to watch the performance and aft tat went to chomp chomp to eat. I was pissed aft the service cos i was so damn hungry as usual. Cant expect mi to leave when the pastor is toking rite... So i endured the hunger til i had gastric pain.. hurr.. den my temper let lose and im acting like a bitch all of a sudden. They took very long to decide where to go and to say the "goodbyes".. i was waiting.. n hungry n was tinking where they can go so tat dear can meet us there. Too far dear wont want to go cos is 10 plus already. Another concern of mine is public transport! I dun wanna go damn far away places den i go no money to take cab hm! So i was pissed.. Den they all KNOW.. so we all decided to go Chomp chomp which i chose, but i told them if they wanna go geylang eat is ok i'll juz go hm n rest. They accomodate me n i felt so guilty.. hurr.. Aft tat me n dear took a cab home dropping him off at amk cos there's no 853 hm le. Sorry gals tat im pissed off again.

On xmas day, i went out wif dear to shop for my xmas prezzies! So we went orchard again. My 5th time for that 2 wk i tink. Went to SASA to look for the cutie bear/sheep PUPA make up kit but they dun sell it there! Hurr.. So we walk ard at TAKA n saw the big SALE sign at MANGO!! hahahz so i went in and chose a purple cardigan and a green strip knitting racer back! Hhahaz so cheap becos is sale! So tat was wat Dear bought for mi tis xmas! SInce we achieve our goal for the day, we went home for my family's xmas dinner! Yum Yum! Mummy's cooking the BEZ! SluRp.. At nite, we went to watch Meet the fockers wif LIoneL at Yishun 10 den came back hm for a few drinks.. Heez.

Today, actually gg out wif cindy and yanting. But yt sick so i ended up at hm surfing the net for the past 3 hrs! hahz boring life. But i got gd news! Im gg to haf a sale on wed! YuPpEe! I shall stop here and go for my nap already. yawns.. Merry Xmas peeps.. LuV u ALL LotSa! HuGz!

HaPpY Day.. But TiRed..

Recently has been bz bz bz.. tired tired tired! hhaha today is the class's gift exchange. Heez I now officially own a BIG GARFIELD (aka gaga) at hm! hheez. all thanks to kevin lorz! hahahz.. I guess the class has all the fun and excitement of receiving and giving prezzies. Think Mavis is the happiest gal in class today! hahahz Cos all of us noe she like Spongebob Squarepants! Once again the class took pictures! I juz love tis class man. So cooperative one!Plus so much fun! We even wrote cards for Henry koh And Mrs Koh!
Tis few days is bz wif buying prezzies for ppl lor. WOnder wat the rest bought for mi? hmm.. hope they like their prezzies when i give them . hahahz. Still haven decide wat i want dear to buy mi for xmas.. Hmm.. he bought mi jeans, watch, bracelet before le leh. Nvm will tink of sumthing to ask him buy on xmas! Tis few days so TIRED!! Slept very late for these few days. Yawn..

Woo- wat a wK!.. a tiring wk.. boo boo

I got so much to say. I guess i haf to start fr Fri.. 17/12/2004

Fri so happy, so high. Me, lionel, kevin, geraldine,caihong and xiurong skipped lec and went shopping!! We shop shop first den Xr came later. I bought a polka dots blue lace top! So nice!! In the evening received Adrian's sms say no dr to dr, and we were all so damn happy. So we cont our shopping quest. den i decided tat i could go to Jeff's bbq @ hildya's condo there. Act ask dear to join mi, but he doesnt one. Den we had a fight. Hai.. den tat day he din wait for mi to go hm and call him. SO sad... i din manage to catch the laz bus wif ben, so we shared cab hm. So is like happy, angry, sad.. all tgt lor. Im angry wif myself ba. I like not a very gd gf lah. hai. sigh...

Sat. Went to work.Sian... Cos only got jayson working wif mi. It is a pretty big rdshow@ PS atrium, got alot of customers and quite alot of staffs. I got my mood swing.. cont fr fri one.. Was damn sian when david ask mi to do the sales counter. Made a lot of mistakes, but i learnt alot oso. Write work orders until my fingers hurt man. Lucky most of my cust damn nice. No problematic kind. Phews.. Haf fun joking ard wif Ron, jay,anthony,etc. Feet hurts like hell. Learnt to do the cashier too. Connie is damn nice. Suprising rite. But it's true. She really changed le. Gd job to RIck! hahhahz..

Sun. Fun! Caihong, kev, lionel working wif mi and jay today. So happy so fun! the sales counter is as bz as ever lor. Hurr.. Fun making fun of Ron's fail attempt to ji- hong.. hahahhaz. He damn funny! Everything quite alrite today oso. Juz tired..Hurting heels. Pout.. MOod getting better. Yippee! Another surprise for the day. Marcus act msged mi on friendster. Ya.. my ex-marcus. Dun lauf. i noe u are! hahahaz im shocked too. Mouth dun drop can.. hahhaz.. Ya but still i thank him for his concern. Break for nearing 2 yrs le he first time msg mi juz to ask if im still getting along fine. hahahz so i replied telling him my hp no. Cos i tink he still having my old M1 no. Tink he probably change le. Or he quite gd wif his current gf. Cos i read the testi. All quite lovey one. Hhahahhz. Guess i cant blame him or say bad things abt him ba. We really not fated to be tgt de. Can be normal frens jiu hao le. Shld't bad mouth him so much le lah. Ok, im done. Super tired, shld really be slping and ending tis super long entry for 3 days.... yawnz

sian-ness

Hmm rdshow finally over. Duno y recently getting very tempermental...hurr.. i dunno so pls dun ask mi. Sorry for the class. esp those whom i screamed at. But still sumtimes work haf to be done k. N of cos my dearie who suffered the most whenever i have such terrible mood swings. Hurr.. Juz receive xmas invitation to both Auntie(CTMA) and boyboy(xiang) house for gathering. But all the rest of the CTMA gang all working and not free. Same to mi lah. So bo bian lor. Cant meet up le. Sian.. sian .. sian.. wat gotten into mi? Duno leh. During rdshow still can be crazy crazy wif them. But it was fun crapping wif Maymay, siew, kenny n the rest. Our class super lame and crazy. Tired.. Terribly tired. Gg to watch vcd le. Sian. The stupid access thingy not working. Cant save new records.. Shitty.. Hurr. Tata..

wat happen to mi again?

I feeling dejected, depressed, confused, meaningless, sian-ness creeping all over mi.. day by day... i duno wat i am doing or wat i shld be doing in the first place. so i resort to entertaining myself... Like plucking my eyebrows, painting my nails, watching taiwan au xiang ju. Sumtimes..is my fault actually. cos i dun feel like meeting ppl. I noe who ever who noe me and read tis will find it funny.. Im serious. There are times where i dun feel like socializing. Times i need companion but not the socializing kind. So i realised "bao bao","daidai","cookie monster" with a set of au xiang ju can actually make my day. Cos i actually feel comfort and console in doing so. Hhahaz finding my inner peace??? I still cant find it lor. I still have tis awful feeling- tis dive ur heart takes...all the way down to ur belly kind. The kind where u either get it when u broke up wif ur loved one or haf a terrible argument wif sumone. Im not near any of the 2 but the same kind of feelin is wat i get. Maybe sumting more mild lah. Maybe is juz me. It always happen.. i told myself. Ups and downs... hurr.. so sian. Anyway, pretty glad to noe tat jeff is back fr USA for a vacation. I missed him the laz time he came back. I was in cambodia, so tis time muz definitely meet up wif him. Tml is oso rdshow day. Hopefully will haf sales. money... i need money..

He so SHUAI!!

Hahhahz.. i cant stop smiling.. i found so many photos of HE JUN XIANG! tat lead actor of !!....IM so damn happy rite down. Im like saving tons of his pics into my lappy lor.. hahahz. Tml muz get up early to meet may may n lionel to buy stuffs to make the lucky dip thingy. Hmm we r finally doing sumthing wif the premiums we haf. Yippee.. Tml oso meeting Yongsheng they all wif dear. Sure got gd food. Yummy. Okay lah. blog tml cos now gg to cont on my quest for his pics. He so shuai!!!

BaCk to Sch...

Woo.. is sch life once more. Pretty much the same thing.. lectures.. and classes.. meeting ppl. Saying hi. Giving smiles.. (sumtimes fake one).. ask the normal qns " how r u? wat u doing now? no class ar? aiyo... how's life?,etc etc". Busy wif the rdshow preparation rite now wif the CEOs. Hmmm life pretty boring. Sumtimes dun feel like meeting alot of ppl. Frens.. hmm normal frens.. sumtimes juz wanna get on wif life. Sumtimes super enthu abt meeting ppl in class. Seeing maymay's face, hearing Geri toking like a auntie! oops..hahahz.., listen to kenny's lame jokes, kev's slow movements, lionel calling mi"twinnie" n smacking me at the back!, siew luan giving me a smile(dunno wat she gg to say next aft tat smiley..), rainbow wif her blur look, meixian sitting quickly there looking for food!, lina toking wif xiwen, guizhen trying to tidy up the place, xiurong telling us stories fr APPLE, cecilia trying to get us to pay class fund...ooo.. wat a class! oh well.. at least they bring mi some joy in my 3rd yr making it more fun!

Hmm today saw Rick hahaz guess tml meeting him to go mum mum wif geri ba. Long time nv see him le. Muz be him treating tml! hhahaz.. yummy. I want to go amk to rent some more au xiang ju! i want to watch those fuzzy lovey kind of shows..it is bez to watch it during cold weather cos got the atmosphere mah. Can cry.. so get a box of tissues handy first! hahhz. me getting crappy. erh.. Gg to read my Nora Roberts novel le.. ('',)

Love contract

Hai actually wanna write a post in chi one but my blog cant read chi even if i post it. Yst nite i finished watching le! I cried the whole nite.. cried at the part xiaobai die in the accident. cried at the part where xiao feng cant move..cant tok ...cant response. cried at all the flash back memories..at the part where ah ken feels so lost. Tis show damn nice. Luckily they tgt in the end. SilencX give mi wrong info. The ending he told mi is for the mtv-Waiting for you. Not for tis show de la. But still.. i cried.. my heart hurts.. for them...

Ai qing shi mei you he yue de. Ni yao xiang xin zhe ge shi jie shi you shen hua de.

Ah ken- he jun xiang ..is so shuai! cant help it i love au xiang ju
Now CH U showing mvp again every morn 11 am. I wanna watch all over again.

Im crazy i noe.. but still feeling better the prev days. Everything is back to normal le. Dr to dr sales oso cuming in le. Yippee..
Muz watch the mtv-waiting for u .. cos is act by the bth lead of the show..

LoVe NeeDs nO cOnTrAct.....

Im feeling better

Im feeling better.. aft a gd slp.. well, i noe the situation now is diff fr laz time. I one i haf to survive. I noe it might get better later but not so soon. I cant be so childish anymore. I muz face the reality... I muz cope wif it. So i learnt to grow up.. SMiLeZ...

I juz tok to SiLenceX he say he watch the ending part of den show AH Ken jump down fr some building becos xiao feng was in a coma. When she recover.. he ... well i duno wat happen to him. The ending din show according to SiLenceX. Only show ken jump down. I knew it.. It's a sad story.. one tat make ppl cry... hai.. Y muz haf sad story... Like all the others.. Or give an ending tat is not equal to an ending becos it give ppl too much space for imagination. I juz want them to be tgt. Isnt it gd tat all lovers can be tgt forever. Well.. let's all give faith to love. I juz hope such a sad ending wont happen to any of my frens or myself. Stories are meant to be like stories...

I need anti-depressants...

Life is a mess suddenly.. Being at home is a suffering....It wasnt like tat laz time.. I hope it will juz go away in a few days. I cant stand it anymore.. Why is everything my fault? I din complain? I din do anything wrong.. erm..maybe i did but i din noe.. I mean i noe they are all in a bad mood. But tat doesnt mean tat i haf to do everything to please them. They juz assume i haf to be gd i haf to do tis i haf to do tat. But i haf always been gd. Haf anyone see tat? Im always the spendthrift, the useless, the slacker, the lazy bum. Wat the heck? I noe times r diff now but i din really complain. If u dun scream at me or tok to mi in tat tone i'll accept everything u say. Im will be so accomodating lor.. I only haf my rm as a comfort zone now. My bao bao is a console. Hurr...Where r all the warmth? Or am i really acting as a spoilt brat at tis kind of time. A wrong time actually.. Watever. I dun feel gd when ppl treat mi tat way anyway. Talk to mi nicely n i'll listen. I promise. I hope it will go away. N be back like laz time where hm is where i can rely on. Tat is wat i call hm.

Anyway, i haf been watching tis show call ... Very hot in taiwan one leh. No money to buy vcd so i get Dar to go rent it for mi. Very nice show. I juz love romance. Those heart warming, tear tear jerker kind.. Making ur heart fly and fuzzy wif all tears in your eyes. You juz want him to look at u tat way to love u tat way. Hhahaz dun scold mi.. i noe im attached. But all gals shld haf the right to day dream and fantasize k. Xmas is cuming.. it's a festive for love. I pray... erm.. i kinda got lotsa wishes for santa claus tis yr. Simply said.. i juz wish tat life would be better.. for myself,for the whole family, for my dar and all my frens..

Tired...Yawn and broke! hahahz

Came back from the class chalet tis aftnoon feeling so tired and 'nam nua' hhahz..The rest of the class all left in the morn or aft the brunch we had at mac. In the end left mi, lionel,kevin and kenny. Hahahz so wat we did was to cont to slp and aft tt pack up the remaining drinks and food and da bao it back hm. Hahahz very auntie rite.. i noe.but cannot waste food u noe! HeeZ.. Yst nite was so much fun we had a cosy bbq wif chef Lye, apprentice Foo n helpers like siew luan and cecilia. Hhahz we got mamasan! Shhssshh tat's mi.. hahhz.. anyway, we were lame and laughing like mad as usual. Got the usual bicycle rides but this time i din really join them. Only take a ride one or twice. Me and xiurong, meixian, caihong n cecilia were in the room watching tv and playing the cards. We r oso amazed by meixian's magic tricks hahahahz and oso played games like heart attack, bang x3, wat time izzit now..etc.etc. u might tink it's lame and stupid BUT...BUT we HaF FUN!!! hahahhz & of cos wif our bartender Kevin ard, we haf baileys and my vodka oso get into use. Twinnie as usual get drunk and then the whole face turn red already. Hhahaz.. Siew Luan oso got red spots all over her body aft the 1st few drinks.

Adrian is the only starhub personnel who came and he even brought his own salesppl over. Really touched tat he made the effort to come and join us since the rest all din reply to our email n din came over. Although we din entertain them much but i guess they oso haf fun toking among themselves ya.Hahaz anyway adrian even stayed til 1 plus den he left. Aft tat was a tv time as all of us find a spot and watch tv tgt. We cont toking, munching,and slowly.. ard 5 plus 6 o'clock most of us has fallen aslp. Siew luan and caihong left early becos their dads came to pick them up..

I ReaLLy had fun wif the class but i din get to eat much.. hahhaz duno y so fast full already. The next event organize by the HR manager shld be... XMAS PaRtY???

Im BaCk!

Im back fr my BangKoK trip! Yippee.. i tink i still haven shop enuf yet! hahahhz. once u start u cant stop! Maybe i'll juz wait for the xmas sales in spore..hahhaz.
I bought :

• 1 fake brikenstock
• 1 pair of heels
• 1 mini skirt
• 1 knee length skirt
• 1 shageti top
• 5 tees(including those other ppl)
• 2 men's tees for sis's bf
• 2 bags ( 1 for yt)
• 7 pairs of earrings ( only 2 for myself the rest for ppl)
• 1 top for mum
• alot of medical oil ( shang biao you-my fav!)
• 1 lighter for kev
• 2 pkts of foodstuffs for the class

Tat's like all the stuffs i bought le.. Plus i ate alot.. fr foodcourt to restaurants to fast food.. hahhz N went to alot of places.. fr temples to 4 face buddha to grand palace to choa praya river to watch ah gua show. shop fr pratunam to baiyoke to mbk to siam sq... hahahz its really amazing! i went wif one not so full luggage to 2 quite full and heavy luggage back in spore. Yippee.. rest for today n cont to haf fun during the class chalet tml... i cant wait!

* Dearie, u haf been so nice and understanding! Love u lots for tolerating all my whining n complains n watever kind of nonsense during the trip. But overall we really haf so much fun! Muacks!