2 papers down!

RM is ok.. BB sux! hhahhahaz is a gurantee a C de lor hahahhaz... i tink i tis sem super slack.. how??? Laz sem le leh.. hahahhz everyday keep slping heez. ok lah. i noe i haf to score well for SMM! Cant let MR Yik down. heez. im his "cheerful" ma..heez. He so gdgd one! Plus SMM shld be not tat hard to score. IM hopefully all that i study got come out den can le! heez. after exams go where play play leh?? Any ideas? I want to go beach. but scare "auntie" come. hurr. Sat celebrating lydia's bday wif val they all.. heez. Sunday gg shopping wif mummy den dinner Jie Jie treat! yipppeez! all my post exams celebration! hahahz.. Muz find time go beach la, go chiong la.. go ktv, shopping etc,etc! But oso muz schedule time to work. Muz call adecco soon to schedule rdshow le. Anyway, dear dear gg BKK wif his classmates so i got alot of free time hahaz Money money here i come!! Jia you peeps!!

Im beginning to dislike wat alcohol do to ppl.. hurr

Yst went to celebrate Dear's fren's bday at one of his fren's gf's parent's ktv at a community centre. Ok it may sound complicated but is not really! hahahaz. Anyway, is a nite full of karaoke singing n lotsa drinking., XO Otare (izzit spell tis way?), vodka vanilla, vodka blackcurrent.. n dunno wat else i oso dun rem. They drink NEAT! my goodness., Or else is like 1/4 to 1/2 the cup is vodka den the rest is coke or 7-up.. the way they drink. even if they dun puke u will feel like puking.. hai. Tis cont until past midnite, n my beloved dear puked like twice there? Hai.. den the rest all oso getting high n start puking already.. we left there at ard 130 by the time rch my hse nearing 2 le. My dear dear cannot take it liao keep puking at my hse. Woke up every hr to puke. Poor thingy.. hai.. Tis morn accompany him to the 24 hrs clinic. Now he still slping on my bed. Poor sweetie. So lesson to ALL.. pls do not drink until ur limit is up. Stop when u feel like puking.,. The doc says is very dangerous to drink extensively n keep puking aftwards cos u nv noe wat will happen to ur stomach ,liver etc becos of all the acidic juices produced.. Ppl dun drink too much ar!

Anyway, i juz send out an email for a mkting executive postion for The Natural Source yst.. n oso post my doc for SMU application.. Duno study or work but try my luck la. can get thru the 1st round n manage to go for the essay n interview for SMU would be gd.. I waiting for their letter / call.. heez. But i heard the interview quite hard. hurr. if i can get thru tat too..woo-hoo! SMU here i come. IF not den i haf to read more Strait's Time Recruit to look for jobs already. Mummy says is time to look for jobs le. Hurr. okie dockie. Muz go back to study le. Gd Luck peeps.

exams.. sianz..

so sianz.. no mood to study leh. everyday feel like slping hahahz. Yst went to sch wif Rainbow to study RM.. now RM mostly done le. Juz need to keep reading thru the notes n memorise some theory only. Heez.. IM got alot to study man., hope i can finish them. Haven start on BB n SMM. hurr. But i tink SMM quite eazy. So left BB le. Hai.. Feel like gg out arghh.. hungry again. muz go find some food to motivate myself. Heez.. tata. Study hard peeps!

smu hse n photo taking!

Today went to SMU open hse wif cai hong.. saw yiling! Act the both of us want to listen to the admission talk but too many ppl den cant get it. Hurr. so we went to suntec to find twinnie n john for lunch. Heez toopid john aka mr incredible full of crap one.. hahahz his love philosophy all very funni de. hahahz. Anyway, me n hong went to far east to meet lyly.Den we took a lot of neo prints. Heez so nice! now the machine all so stylo one lor. can draw n write n put cute cute pic in. COOL! heez. muz drag dearie to go take wif me someday. heez i saw a few nice pointy pumps at VNC n far east. nice nice. esp the VNC one super retro.. is in white n choice of 3 colours yellow, pink n black. Super glossy.. heez.. retro! i like! there's another silvery one oso not bad at VNC. Tink might go back there n buy some day. heez. muz drag ah hong go wif me.. hahaz. k le. tonite muz start studying le. JIA YOU!

finally is BPC presentation is OVER! Heez so FUN today!

Finally the presentation is over. we had so much fun today! actually we were all so nervous in the beginning becos other grp got so much content in their slides as for us., it has more entertainment value i guess.. hahahz. Anyway, everyone wore nice nice pretty pretty to sch today. Wooo! Aft the presentation, we went to PS's cafe cartel.. den took so long to decide where to go. Becos we ate our dinner so early,we r too full n dun feel like gg hm so soon. ahhaz in the end we walk walk ard heeren until jayson, qian yu came. heez.. den tok cok and lame.. joke ard until 8 when im being DRAGGED away by toopid twinnie.. cos he want to go hm already! hqahaz ok lah. he tired le.. some of them went for some pubbing chilling out session i tink. I hope i could go but i have a headache n no one gg to send mi hm u see, twinnie wants to go hm so if i go no one is gg to accompany me. So i decided to go hm wif twinnie to haf a rest. too tired le tis few days, rushing projs, doing the bpc preparation n working. whoo.. finally everything had been settled n over le. I very curious wat they did tonite heez.. nvm tml morn "ba gua" wif maymay n cai hong during RM lec. hahhahahahz.. ok lah. CEO today damn happy! hahahz hope my "thank you" speech is touching enuf. *sob sob*Muacks. hahahz. k lah. i go watch the korean show on tv. Whole family watching it. heez. bui bui.

tired. tired.

work work. skipped sch for work. Lucky buddy was there. Or else i'll be bored to death. hahahz.. dun wanna to be inside the counter. so much responsiblility. nah. spare me. hurr.. went to do condo rdshow wif ah pok since no one wants to go there. funnie. is so slack there lor yet no one want to go. nvm. go hm fr there even faster. anyway, i hope the bpc is getting on fine. there was so much conflicts n tension that i once again feel that im useless. duh. isnt it obvious? oh man. Oxy moron. tat's me. ok nvm, i noe the class is very forgiving one( rite, 05? hahahz i lurve u all the same regards of my temper. hahaz). thanks dearie for staying overnite(on thurs) to edit the video clips. finally get to meet up wif dearie on thurs. went to watch hitch. nice!. sweet show. okok.. i tink i abit out of topic already. shld be toking abt work. ya sianz.. im the only one working today, cos keni,twin they all work on sat n sun. Luckily tml got damn to pei me. Yippee!
Anyway, im so excited abt mon. GLAM GLAM GLAM. i hope we WIN. i mean better than other classes lah. can wear nice nice.. put make up.heez. pretty pretty!
* buzy buzy. so many things to do. so many ppl i want to tok to. ok. blog tml. heez..

Dun ask me how i am feeling..

Yes.. read the title of tis entry. im not being mean. is juz tat. the ans might juz lies in tis entry. Things are getting a little messy down here. Ppl come my taggie to comment. As it seems, i had to reply.. I want to quote that short para fr one of my prev entry but i cant copy n paste fr my bloggie pg.( the part on ppl drifting away is part n parcel of life.. blah blah..) hurr. anyway, wat im gg to say is. I guess i haf to say out names already. Ppl under tat para includes alot of ppl.. not only one particular one. It includes like ness,lydia, yin.. studying in uni now, quite hard to meet up or even to catch up cos we no longer understand each other so well like laz time. Val noes me bez still hahahz thanks gal! But no matter hw nt close we r , we still stand by each other becos we come a long way back to zhss sec1. I luv them no matter wat. Other ppl being missed n drifted include, ctma's yiling,liying. The days there are most memorable. Nt to forget boyboy, don don, they all. MIss the little boys lotsa. I miss BEN. He will always be my no 1 fling candidate hahahz, the little crush n puppy love days. oh well..

Another bothering thing is im being accused by something i did not do. Damn it. ya by dear's fren. kinda complicated. i dun want to put down names lah. cos i noe aft awhile settle already we r all frens n bear no grudges. but juz to comment on wat dear say abt my behavior wif chee leong they all.( he say im trying to hard.) ya i agree. cos i wanted to be involve in their grp. the grp of "brothers" r so close knitted. i admit i appear somewat sticky at times but i merely want to join in the fun! I want to be the perfect gf. the one tat goes out wif the boys, the one tt doesnt mind all those silly jokes share, the one tt noes the secrets abt them yet keep her mouth shut n be understanding, i want to be the one tt ppl will say" ur gf so gd.....!!" yes. i want to be the perfect gf with my less than perfect behavior ( mainly my short temper, my wilfulness n tons more of flaws). I LOVE U DEARIE! juz wanna be the bez gf for u. JUz wanna be the gf that the boys like n accept.

u noe wat peeps, blogs are a kind of complicated thingy. U want ppl to read. yet u want privacy. it's funnie rite..hurr.. i guess its unwise too be too personal while using the blog space.. some stuffs shld keep within the heart. it keeps ur secret forever. ok lah. memories more like it. downrite upset. i need my toxic(bao bao)...n a hug. a kiss, a sayang.

Life wif frens part 2

For those i missed out laz nite. im gg to cont today.. heez.. i wont forget anyone fr our class so here we go....grinz

Lina: Thanks for not complaining that the class is so lame n crapping wif silly jokes! heez. Like wat mavis say in her blog it muz be difficult to be the only malay in class. But no matter wat, juz wanna tell u we love u all the same! U belongs to this big family. HuGx to u dear fren!

Xiwen: U GO GAL! hahahz u r one high flying gal man.. we worry for u at times wif the height u r flying! hhahaz. anyway, is always nice to see a pretty face ard in class. Always smiling always cheerful. Class is fun wif u ard! THks for breaking the silent moment when me or other ppl in class is getting nearly into a disagreement. U definitely noe when to make us smile. *wink*

MeiXian: zhu zhu ar zhu zhu.. heez.. always blur blur n like to slp. Hhahaz but very ke ai lah. heez. my guai secretary.. always do my minutes so well.. thank u thank u! Xian is also very lame one. Dun look at her like guai guai de. When she suan u.. wah.. u die sia.. nuttin to reply le. heez

Guizhen: Ah gui like to clean up the mess we create hahahz.. abit like mother like tt.. ahhahz always there to give us a hand when we need help. But abit poor thing..always get name as "ah gui (ghost) ah gui! hahaz hope u dun mind cos our class is juz plain craziness !! hahahz

Cecilia: thank u for keep track of the commission. I noe u worked very hard wif Starhub to try get us our commission! Ur effort counts too! Although we dislike it when we noe u gg to collect class fund hahahz but we still dutifully pay them cos if not we will haf no more notes! cos no $$! hahahz.. anyway, thanks for all the suggestions u given during class meetings i appreciate them!


Okay im done wif the testimonials here.. might cut n paste them to friendster. i dunno. when i got the time ba. Heez. for those who read them -thank u( muacks).. for those who dun., heez. i hope they could read them. at least these are the heart felt feelings fr the bottom of my heart. so ya.. i love u guys for tolerating my whininess, my madness,my "oh so often" moodswings, n the days i scream n pissed myself n others off. Truly sorry for any mistakes or wrong judgement or anything like tt i had done during the whole yr 3 as the CEO of TB05. No hard feelings... there r times when im so lost n felt so useless cos as the CEO i dun seem capable of being one to the class.. Thank u for those who trust me and always support me no matter wat i say n decide for the class. U all make my life so much better compare to the other CEOs. Love u guys muacks!!!

life.. wif frens..

I read mavis's blog.. i guess i can relate to wat she feels about the class.. is kinda sad now.. People passing thru you life.. frens, classmates, lecturers, those other "passer by".... Im gg to graduate from poly soon.. wat am i gg to do next???Study in a Uni? or Work in some company? Life seems so confusing now.. Dear gg army after poly.. sudd.. i feel so alone..Wat's the pt when u noe so many ppl but not many are your close frens? Drifing away from ppl has been part n parcel of life. Lots ppl had told mi tat. Some u really cant click anymore. Some u are still holding to them. Some, you just had to accept the fact that they are different from you but still love u in a way. Some wif friendship that goes a long way back and still stand by me.

I always wonder.. if i wasnt attached will i still have them? Or will i make even more passer by frens or cont to pass by life juz like tt? Dear has brought much happiness to my life. Fill all my empty gaps in life. Im less wild than before, got a motive when buying things. at least got ppl whom i want to buy for. But wat am i aft he goes to the army?? Am i gg to be like ALONE? that word scares me.. when ppl graduate.. u kinda leave the whole world and enter another one...

I will definitely miss TB05 for sure! This is the one and only class that brings me such joy in my entire poly life! ( ok.. im gg to do may may had did. hahaz)

Kevin: Thank you for being the protective kor you always had been. Listening to my whining n complaining n tolerating them. Letting me sponge of u... heez. hUgz.. i will definitely miss ur hugz n ur water bed..

Lionel: Im gg to miss this one n only twinnie i have. Though i had lots of swings due to u.. hahhahz. lotsa fed up n pissed off feeling at times but i always OK in the end. I like to nag n piss him u too..But thanks for being my spastic twin. I enjoy most of the times we tgt smacking each other "pi pi"s and suaning each other. hahahz u r a nice twin to haf although u hate to bath n love to shit! hahahhahz

Keni: Keni FooL! hahahz reunit wif this pri sch classmate of mine., he make life in class n at work so much more fun! Lame jokes. vulgarities that doesnt sound like scolding mi.. hahaz u tickes everyone funny bone! Keni very gd boy borrow things fr mi will come my hse take. hahaz very gentleman too. most of the time will walk me to my void deck the lift there. Cya ard in Yishun ya!

Mavis: May may is so cute! i love having u ard! You always make me happy whenever i see u. U nv fail to make me feel better oso. Cos may may will nv say something bad abt her frens.. She is so niceeeeeee! Always so supportive, so understanding, and cheerful! rem the times we went to take neo prints, the time we meet aft dr to dr to complain, the time where we go warehse sales.. i will miss may may n her cuteness!

Caihong: my roomie.. tis small little rainbow is a good roomie cos she always let me use the bathroom first n nv complain on the time i spend inside it! HAHAHZ.. my bingo mate too.. Although u always win me but there are still times i WIN one hor.. heez heez.. not tt lousy lah me.. caihong is like a little gal.... dun bully her ok.. if she crys i box u ar!

Geraldine: Da jie! tis ah lian da jie i haf.. everytime shop shop shop.. hai.. hahz den no money muz work. Crazy crazy one! heez. as crazy as me. beamz. Da jie muz control lah cannt spend money like water. Muz oso learn to be tactful, dun so direct u might hurt ppl n u dont even noe. Jia you at home ok! u noe wat i mean. u noe kor n me will always be there. hugz. boo boo!

Xiurong: Classmate wif her 3 yrs le.. Nv got a chance to be close wif her until yr 3. Well, it turns out that we still can lame tgt lah.! hahahz same style of doing proj make life so much better for me! heez. Always giving constructive suggestions in class.. she is definitely my advisor! Always helping me do all the dirty work of those calculating n tabulating one. heez cos she noes i sux at it. thanks for all the help gal!

Siew Luan: Muz haf more confident in urself k.. u very pretty de wor! dun degrade urself k. Search ur heart..luv urself first n look for ur self worth! ur prince charming will be entering ur heart by den okie! Dun be pessimistic hor.. Muz learn to smile more.. we train u hard ya!? heez.. muz put into gd use in future. no matter wat i still like u as U! u r a great person! one of the nicest i ever noe!

I very tired le.. will cont tml. Sorry for those whom i missed out in this entry. I did not miss u out. It's juz tat it's gg to be 2am n i need my bao bao already. heez. DUn worry.. i will not miss anyone out in 05. Love ya guys!