life.. wif frens..

I read mavis's blog.. i guess i can relate to wat she feels about the class.. is kinda sad now.. People passing thru you life.. frens, classmates, lecturers, those other "passer by".... Im gg to graduate from poly soon.. wat am i gg to do next???Study in a Uni? or Work in some company? Life seems so confusing now.. Dear gg army after poly.. sudd.. i feel so alone..Wat's the pt when u noe so many ppl but not many are your close frens? Drifing away from ppl has been part n parcel of life. Lots ppl had told mi tat. Some u really cant click anymore. Some u are still holding to them. Some, you just had to accept the fact that they are different from you but still love u in a way. Some wif friendship that goes a long way back and still stand by me.

I always wonder.. if i wasnt attached will i still have them? Or will i make even more passer by frens or cont to pass by life juz like tt? Dear has brought much happiness to my life. Fill all my empty gaps in life. Im less wild than before, got a motive when buying things. at least got ppl whom i want to buy for. But wat am i aft he goes to the army?? Am i gg to be like ALONE? that word scares me.. when ppl graduate.. u kinda leave the whole world and enter another one...

I will definitely miss TB05 for sure! This is the one and only class that brings me such joy in my entire poly life! ( ok.. im gg to do may may had did. hahaz)

Kevin: Thank you for being the protective kor you always had been. Listening to my whining n complaining n tolerating them. Letting me sponge of u... heez. hUgz.. i will definitely miss ur hugz n ur water bed..

Lionel: Im gg to miss this one n only twinnie i have. Though i had lots of swings due to u.. hahhahz. lotsa fed up n pissed off feeling at times but i always OK in the end. I like to nag n piss him u too..But thanks for being my spastic twin. I enjoy most of the times we tgt smacking each other "pi pi"s and suaning each other. hahahz u r a nice twin to haf although u hate to bath n love to shit! hahahhahz

Keni: Keni FooL! hahahz reunit wif this pri sch classmate of mine., he make life in class n at work so much more fun! Lame jokes. vulgarities that doesnt sound like scolding mi.. hahaz u tickes everyone funny bone! Keni very gd boy borrow things fr mi will come my hse take. hahaz very gentleman too. most of the time will walk me to my void deck the lift there. Cya ard in Yishun ya!

Mavis: May may is so cute! i love having u ard! You always make me happy whenever i see u. U nv fail to make me feel better oso. Cos may may will nv say something bad abt her frens.. She is so niceeeeeee! Always so supportive, so understanding, and cheerful! rem the times we went to take neo prints, the time we meet aft dr to dr to complain, the time where we go warehse sales.. i will miss may may n her cuteness!

Caihong: my roomie.. tis small little rainbow is a good roomie cos she always let me use the bathroom first n nv complain on the time i spend inside it! HAHAHZ.. my bingo mate too.. Although u always win me but there are still times i WIN one hor.. heez heez.. not tt lousy lah me.. caihong is like a little gal.... dun bully her ok.. if she crys i box u ar!

Geraldine: Da jie! tis ah lian da jie i haf.. everytime shop shop shop.. hai.. hahz den no money muz work. Crazy crazy one! heez. as crazy as me. beamz. Da jie muz control lah cannt spend money like water. Muz oso learn to be tactful, dun so direct u might hurt ppl n u dont even noe. Jia you at home ok! u noe wat i mean. u noe kor n me will always be there. hugz. boo boo!

Xiurong: Classmate wif her 3 yrs le.. Nv got a chance to be close wif her until yr 3. Well, it turns out that we still can lame tgt lah.! hahahz same style of doing proj make life so much better for me! heez. Always giving constructive suggestions in class.. she is definitely my advisor! Always helping me do all the dirty work of those calculating n tabulating one. heez cos she noes i sux at it. thanks for all the help gal!

Siew Luan: Muz haf more confident in urself k.. u very pretty de wor! dun degrade urself k. Search ur heart..luv urself first n look for ur self worth! ur prince charming will be entering ur heart by den okie! Dun be pessimistic hor.. Muz learn to smile more.. we train u hard ya!? heez.. muz put into gd use in future. no matter wat i still like u as U! u r a great person! one of the nicest i ever noe!

I very tired le.. will cont tml. Sorry for those whom i missed out in this entry. I did not miss u out. It's juz tat it's gg to be 2am n i need my bao bao already. heez. DUn worry.. i will not miss anyone out in 05. Love ya guys!