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Tuesday, May 31, 2005

Woo-hoo..

28 May-Class gathering!
Haf so much fun!!! though only 8 of us turned up, we ate alot alot at Marche! heez.. food food food! i love food! Realised some of us had full time job already, some of us still temp-ing.. n seems like only geri is gg SIM to further study. N we had commission too! Although is only part of it but its still better than nuttin. hahahz. $$! We had fun laufing n doing stupid things. Aft tt, Caihong n meixian got to go le. so the rest of us went to Lionel's hse to play monopoly-simpsons one! heez n drink vodka eat potato chips. I realised i really sux at it la. hahahz so long nv play le. Den we had tom yam maggie mee for supper.. slurp! so nice! Den too tired le. 1 plus we all decided to go hm le. Next time den go twinnie's hse again ba. So fun!

29 May-work @ Tekka Mall
ALrite, working wif randy n wendy n the new ic Jason. Super slack there. heez cos nobody shops at tekka mall one lor. hahahaz. still got chairs to sit. heez. Aft work went Bugis village shop shop wif the 3 of them too n ate dessert! heez. Gg to work tTekka mall tml wif twinnie.

Den 4 days PC show. Im gg to be damn tired. But the money is good.. received my cheque for the suntec rdshow le! yeah! I hope i wun be counter staff during the pc show. i want to be verification staff.. hai.

Sunday, May 29, 2005

Volvo's showroom..blogging abt laz nite

Im at mum's art club exh which is at a gallery inside volvo's showroom. so here i am bored n wanted to blog abt laz nite. heez down at their cafe using their com. heez... so nice here! Anyway waiting for kev to call so i could meet him before we meet the class for the dinner gathering. Y do i got a feeling not alot of ppl is gg to attend..duh.. but there's commission to take leh.. $$!

Anyway,went to boo's fren wedding dinner laz nite. It was a table for 12.. so all 10 of us plus another couple. I tink the couple quite poor thing cos they are the odd one out. hhhahhhaz. The food was nice! 10 courses ..hahha n i can see the pieces of shark fins in the bowl not those watery watery kind. Ya.so next time if u want to hold ur wedding dinner, sheraton towers is not a bad choice. heez.. But i still tink the MC oone of the groom's (which i dunno)fren is damn beng looking lah.. hahahz.. It was so fun laz nite cos eugene cracks alot of silly jokes to entertain us.hahhahz.N i kenna "suan" by the bros!duh.. hahahhz but fun la. Had a few glasses of red wine too! heez. anyway, aft the dinner we went to the 24 hrs coffee club at opp cineleisure there to chill out n tok. Becos almost all of the guys gg in army soon le. 4 of them in june i tink. Not much time for them to meet up tgt as a grp liao, so muz sit down n chat. Was damn tired oso. Left at 2 plus n took a merc cab hm wif boo boo. Boo boo!

***Great Singapore Sales is ON!!! i want $$ to SHOP!! heez...

Saturday, May 28, 2005

Mum Mum @ Chomp Chomp.. slurpz

27 Nov... 1 and a half yr wif boo boo le. Time passed so fast wor.. noe him tt time only yr 2 now grad le.. hahhhaz. Anyway, today the 2 pigs (US) went chomp chomp for a big feast! We ate..u can nv imagine... the amt..

heez. i tink we could do better next time.. is finger linking gd! so nice...tinking of it now makes me hungry sia. yum yum... SLURPZ... heeez.. eat so oily til my pimples are popping out already duh! hahahz. tml not pretty for boo's fren wedding le. hahhaz is okay. there's always make up! hahahhahahz..

Friday, May 27, 2005

went to mum's art club's exh

Yst went to mum's art club's exh which is held at a gallery inside volvo's showroom.Cool.. nice place but alittle ulu lah. Watched Monster-in-law wif boo boo at nite aft gg to the exh. Very funny show.. U cant help but lauf.. hahahz a left hook! try it!

Sunday is the class gathering.. wonder who will attend.. maybe juz the same old ppl. But there's commission to be collected too! finally got money already! Poor cecilia.. muz really thank her for doing all the tallying of commission thingy. Thks gal! But most ppl din reply me but i really hope to see everyone on sunday. Cya peeps.

Did i mention tt im gg back sk2 to do data entry? hurrr.. nvm. i'll blog again when the time comes. hahahz N KEV.. U R FINALLY BACK!

Thursday, May 26, 2005

Getting serious hahahz

I talked to boo boo laz nite... abt platonic friendships.. n our future. Alot of ppl thinks we r a funny couple becos we so open to alot of things. Like abt past relationships, platonic friendships, jealousy, abt future. abt everything. I guess is gd.. is so easy to talk abt stuffs.. it makes us understand each other better. Plus it prepares us for the future. At least i noe what he will do if similar thing happens in the future. hmm. Laz nite oso talked to twinnie.. guess we tink alot n have alot on our mind recently.. hahahz.

Fr twinnie i noe.. actually im so infectious.. i din noe alot of ppl becuming more like me.. so ben ben hahahahz. so crazy. i din noe i change ppl.. or make ppl day, i noe im cheerful but i had always been plain..been inferior..been the backgrd. I realised sum ppl might noe me as the ZHSS jian ning and not the Ngee Ann poly aka "crazy cheery" ~NinG~. Ppl have alot of faces, i do diff things and act differently when im wif diff grp of ppl.. I guess everyone is like tt ba. Im not always friendly unless i really click wif u n like u. Im always saying crazy things cos it makes me happy. hahahz. Im so self centered. everything is abt me, me and me. I might care for u but i dunno how to. I might have alot to say, alot of theories abt life and philosophies but i got no conclusion.

I feel fortunate that i have nice frens wif me. Sudd i realised i duno wat i want. to grow up.. or to stay happy as the little gal u all noe. hmm. im getting
serious. i dun really like it. To mellow..le. hhahhaz. i wish to see everyone of u (TB05) tis sunday for dinner ya. Miss u peeps!

Wednesday, May 25, 2005

Happy day out!

24 may.
Went adecco to hand in timesheets for laz wk compass pt rdshow wif hong.. den waited for geri there at adecco while gossiping wif connie! heez.. hahahhaz. Had fun shopping ard wif hong n geri. very long nv shop le. heez. But we realised 3 more days to Great Singapore Sales so we decide not to buy anything til den. hahahaz ,. abit ben ben lah. but still.. sales lor. Saw quite a few nice stuffs at Mango. Once got sales sure go buy heez.

Meet val, lydia and vanessa for dinner. Fun! so long nv see them le. although i juz see val like yst? hahahz but haven seen lyd n ness since lyd's bday. had great time chilling out n toking.We even had ice creams for desserts! heez. yummy! Tml gg out wif boo boo! we gg kbox! yeah.. got ktv craving for very long le. Finally got chance to go plus the fact can go out wif boo boo since both of us not working. I doubt tis wk i got work lor. Since i thurs cant work(mum's art club exh opening ceremony), sat cant work( boo's fren's wedding),sun (class gathering). see.. my schedule is full. BUt i hope next wk got rdshow lah. hmmm if im not wrong got IT show. That shld secure at least 4 days of work! $$ i need$$, im broke like hell.. duh.. POSB puhlease quickly process my cheque! hahahz. k lah. i got a feeling im gg to cry tml. go kbox muz sing sad songs.. emotions muz haf a channel to flow u noe. heez. i want to sing! i want to cry! i want to watch those mtv tat zheng yuan chang act in! heez gg to find tml! yipppeee!!!

Sunday, May 22, 2005

Work @ Compass point day 2-21may

It started alrite today i guess. hahahhz made the first sale today. but that was all abt it.. plus another one tt alex passed to me. Only did 2 today out of 15 sales? hmmm..not a very gd achievement. hahahz. shld bucked up already. duh... sianz. Having mood swings..getting crazy. THe siemens promoter is fun and nice. I tink one of his hp got alot of my pics hahahz i hope he deletes them or else other cust see le will go mad hahahahz.. okok.joking. N i forgot to return him money for dinner. Juz now msged twin to return him tml at work. He ben ben oso nv take fr me. hai. tired..
Stomach dun feel gd, tink i'll be seeing the doc tml. Afraid it will be stomach flu again, as usual hai. Lotsa air in the body, i keep burping.duh. i noe is disgusting but its true. hahahahhahaz..

Went over to eat prata for supper wif twin juz now, nearly got lost cos i alighted earlier before i shld. hahahz blur blur me lah. Den went to twin's new hse to rot n tok. THanks twinnie for talking sense to me. it feels so gd to tok abt some stuffs and take in another pt of view. Thanks for being there when i need sumone to tok to. hmmm..i tink ur bedsheets, pillows and blanket is gg to smell of the medical oil that i constantly apply... ahahhahahz SoRrY lah!.. i like ma. plus i got stomache n headache cant help it muz apply. hahahahz. Next time go ur hse hope it's more furnished, but it still looks cool to me lah! heez.. den we can play monopoly le. duh. hahahz okok. nitez peeps.. i shld be getting sum rest le.

Saturday, May 21, 2005

work @compass pt day 1

Work..heez. feeling super high today cos i noe i'll be working wif da jie aka geri today. heez. 4 crazy ppl today! hahahz. but i was nearly late, when i rch the booth everyone was there already. duh. Today very low morale.. cos no sales til late aftnoon. i noe edmund getting alittle mad already if we cont to tok n haf fun..hai.. (i made a ultimate cable tv sales today!) anyway, rick kor came over to find us today. But he came bloody late.. late til i hungry like siao, so me n geri ate before he came. Da jie dunno y like so "men men bu le"..siao siao one. today i oso siao siao one. One min feel very high very crazy n jumpy.. next min i feel super low.. hai. i shldnt tink so much lah. crazy le. tired sia. kor kor poor thing have to take care of the 2 of us. hahahz. happening stuffs cindy??? hmmm.... not much lah hor.. hahahahhaz. Aniway, muz really thk edmund n his sis cos everytime the sis cum n pick him up aft work will send me hm too. cos we bth live in yishun! heez.. so gd.. everytime got "shun feng che".. Hope tml got more sales..cos is a sat!

Wednesday, May 18, 2005

feeling bloated..dunno y

Feel like puking dunno y. feeling bloody bloated lor.duh.. keep puting medicated oil..duh... I did went out today aft all. Went to army mkt wif yd n yw.got a treat from them. hahahhaz.. free dessert n drinks... den went ard wif them to search for sum big backpack for yd. Next stop was nua-ing at the coffee club @ hotel rendevous. hahaz i din pay a single cent either hahahhaz.. is someone's bday wat. hahahhahz dun care. ate mud pie n drink some ice mocha vanilla thingy.. sweet thingy. nua-ing away.... found out yd went to tibet before! how cool can it get.. juz like brad.. if im not wrong brad oso went before.. rite cindy? anyway so cool lah.. the scenery was like so "wow" hahahhahz. CINDY!!!! feel like gg rite? hahahaz.. Aniway, aft nua-ing accompanied them for dinner though i din eat.. Den i went off to find dearie at JL specialist centre le.

Arghhh feeling bloated.. i feel like puking.. damn...BTW, i working fri n sat @ compass pt.. anyone free can look for me there ya. heez.. take care peeps.!

arghhh..

confused.. temptations..blur... contradicition...okay..i noe im talking rubbish,. anyway. so bored.. dunno where to go today. or where shld i go today. tink nua at hm unless anyone call me out ba. bored. lazy. confused. hungry.. kev... dun worry abt me k. i promise i'll be gd.. i'll try.. 1 wk wun be tat long rite... im missing u already.. cos im afraid i'll need ur comfort while u r gone hahahhz.. dun worry twinnie in spore. i'll look for him if is needed k. haf a nice n enjoyable trip!
P/S: hope u read tis post before u fly off.ahhahahz. so u will feel better ya. hahahahz. hugz.. will be waiting for u to be back wif a prezzie for my gd conduct. heez.

Monday, May 16, 2005

CRAZY CRAZY DAY!

Finally can slp late til 10 today cos not working., heez heez,. meeting the 2 guys(yiwen n yingda) at far east for lunch at 130.... toopid yingda late! box him.. went to eat chicken rice cos i insisted tat i dun want to eat long john silver again. ate tat for like twice laz wk.. duh. hahahz and u noe wat? i paid for my own meal! though yd offered to treat me. hahahz reason being me so "gd".. hahahz treat oso muz treat more ex one mah.. first time go out wif them den sponge off them not tat gd lah. hahahz sponge more ex stuffs next time! that's my plan! hahahhaz.. kev lah tis few days so broke. muz find sub for me to sponge off le. hahahahz.. went off to adecco to hand in time sheets wif them. tok crap wif connie n rick(he calls her hp u see hahahz)... den escorted by the 2 guys to the bus stop so tat i could take bus to orchard emerald to cut my crazy hair! hahahaz.. im a direction idiot lah. dunno how to go mah. always got ppl bring me there one. hhaahhz den booboo not here today.. hahaz.den so happy cos i get my crazy haircut finally den meet kev at somerset. hahahz see him i act crazy super high today lah.. den meet lionel later too.. ahhahz so happy today meet the 2 of them! hahahahz.. saw kathy n her bf at heeren. she oso say my hair nice nice wor! hahahz .. den saw vicky n her fren too.. ate mac wif twinnie while kev ate subway... poor us no money so muz eat fast food.aft tat we went off to cine to chill at tcc.., order some nice drink call mocha villa! sweeet~ hahahahz
crazy crazy lah.. today damn happy damn fun damn high! n i love my CRAZY HAIRCUT! den too tired le. so we went hm aft tt.. heez..i had a great day! yippeee!!!

these few days.. FUN!

FRI:
Laz day in P& G.. slack the whole day... had fun laufing n discussing abt that "gay" looking guy wif kathy! hahahz. kinda miss tat huddle rm that we had used for a wk. hahahz.. well.. all is over now. waiting for the pay cheque. heez. Aft work, went to meet cindy at far east. tok shop.. kev came over.. bth trying to psycho me to go chinablack. but im like damn broke lah..den cindy went off to wong to meet her frens. while kev went to cb to find jay n the rest of the gang. happy. free..once again

SAT:
Went to clarke quay wif kev to jac's flea mkt thingy. kinda lost our way when we r gg there. hahahz. stayed for awhile n went off to town. Bought a top from POA which is on offer. damn nice! gg to wear it to tis wedding dinner(boo's fren's) tis end of the mth wif my prom skirt. cool! i wish i haf boots. no money. wait til i get one! hahahz.den went to suntec cos kev looking for his fren. so starhub rdshow booth. tok to the peeps there.. hang ard for awhile.. kev n rachel went to look for gracie at orchard. while i went home sweet home! heez.

SUN:
working.., sutec city tower A. IC:edmund.eng hou. Part timer: Me. wincy.yingda.yiwen.pokyien.fun! keep toking crap wif them.. lamers.. hahahahz. the guys bully me! juz becos they r older.. (yingda n yiwen). hahhaz. duh. box them. took 857 home wif edmund. act wanna share cab hm but 857 happens to "appear" at the bus stop when we rch so we decide to save money take bus hm. got alot of "ah nei"s hahahhaz.. TMl gg to cut hair lor so happy! n go fix my hp.. duh. meeting my twinnie! finally.. kev n hong.. not to forget the 2 bullies for lunch tml before gg for my hair cut. muz try to get them to treat me drink or sumting! hahahaz. who tell them bully me. duh. ok got to rest. blog tml nite. ya. nitez.

Thursday, May 12, 2005

MY:"uGLy"hp spoilt.. le.. sob sob

sob sob my so call "ugly" phone by twinnie n kev,(n others hahahz)... drop on the floor den spoilt le.. so sad.. it falls to the grd everyday.. but yst.. like humpy dumpty.. it had a great fall.. arghhh
Now using boo's old 8250. better than nuttin lah.Was looking at hp today during lunch wif kathy..n was hoping nokia 6170 will cont to drop their px but remain er.. cool looking by the time i wanna buy a new hp by the end of the yr.. hahaz. 21 mths den can buy hp w/o paying the extra 100 bucks k.. kaoz.. so now..getting my hp repair soon is the main goal.. or wait til june to use boo's LG hp.heez.. boo boo is a gd boy!

Aniwae.. tml is the laz day at P&G office working for SK II!!! yeah! ok lah.. money is not bad but very sian one leh. only me n kathy in the rm listening to 933 online n typing n typing.., poor us.. hahahz. Only thing i miss can only be the free Milo that i get myself every morn at the pantry hahahaz.. n toking to kathy while working,, hahaz working is better than nuaing at hm aft all rite? At least got inflow hahahahz..

Today was toking to kathy abt past experiences in relationships..er..tinking abt past crushes n puppy loves.. hahahahz so sweet.. fond memories abt a few guys..hahaz ok i shall not name names. hahahz feel tat i was quite wild n bold laz time hahahhz.. am i more"da fang" laz time? Now like more "xin xiong xia zhai" n "xiao qi" le.. hai.. laz time more "gan ai gan hen".. where is my attitude? Now probably scare of loosing wat i already had.. so take less risk.. less daring.... less attitude.. less confidence.. arhghh.. where is the REAL me? Wat is the REAL me? everytime i do a self reflection.. i ponder over the same old qns til it becums alittle insignificant already.. too much.. oh well.. at the moment wat i wish more is a stable job.. den tink of other stuffs.. oo..

tml meeting yt n cindy le! finally.. haven meet them for ages.. sat meeting kev.. yeah! at least im getting my life back..i want to cut my hair! mmm so many things to do....i need more $$!!
*cRaMpz* gtg le.. take care peeps!

Sunday, May 08, 2005

Im feeling kinda lost..

Woke up at 11am.... feeling tension in the hse.. not very unusual recently.. dad n mum's faces are so "black".. dunno wat happened again.. mum is experiencing wat u call menopause recently.. getting pissed by the slightest things.. hurr.. dad still haven found a job. i noe he tried his best, at his age (52 already).. is so hard to get a job these days.. found myself useless these days.. arghhh.. i hate them nagging at me... im trying to get a job soon so i can contribute to the hsehold income. so tat i feel that im doing my part for the family, so tat i feel that im more"useful"... i dun like being the "maid" at home..although i dun seem to do alot of hsehold chores either. i mean i do them but compared to wat my mum n dad did, wat i do for them is minimum... like washing the clothes n hanging them.. like washing the dishes. all the simple task., i seriously dun mind doing chores lah, but i juz dun like them to like command me to do them like im some maid or sumting.. Irritated that jiejie doesnt haf to do them becos she give $$ every mth.. lucky she dotes on me alot or else i sure get pissed off - like y she doesnt haf to do a single thing n juz slack n work. n i haf to do every single thing! my goodness. hai.. i wanna be more useful u noe. not the slacker.. not the wanderer.. not the penniless.. n un-accomplished...

Wednesday, May 04, 2005

Day 1 at SK || doing data entry

Wake up early today went to work at novena sq.. doing temp work- data entry for SK .. wow/.. do u noe all their products cost mostly a hundred bucks each for 120 ml!! hahahahz i key until i siao. hahahahz but quite alrite lah. Me and Kathy ( connie's sis) stayed in the cold cold room typing n typing hahahhz. but it was quite alrite lah juz abit sian. n so many to type.. all the things almost the same one.. hahah. Anyway, we cant finish them den we might haf to extend the days to do the stuffs n will be able to earn $$!! er. tat is if they want us to cont lah.. duh...

Watched "kingdom of heaven" yst wif boo boo, chee leong n laibao. cos i manage to get free tix fr starhub AGAIN! hahahz. all thanks to edmund heez always give me the tix..n tis time benny too! they r sooooo niceee to moi! heez. next time dunno is which movie! hahahz i noe i very cheapo lah. but movie tix's $$ getting higher u noe! starhub always sponsors so many nice show.hahahahz. i dun mind if next time they got free concert tix! hahahhahahahahhahaz.. dreaming lah... aniway, orlando bloom very shuai!!! nice show!! the war scene damn cool! watch it peeps!

boo boo gg to army soon.. 11 june... sob sob.. no more boo boo.. no more baby talks.. no more sayang.. no more late nite calls.. n sniff chou chou.. n slpover.. argghhhh boo booo!!!!! im gg to search for frens again.. sudd feel tat wat am i w/o boo? hmmm.. frens pls look for me!!! i miss all of u!! twinnie n kor kor.. i haven meet u 2 in ages! i miss b05!!! n our crazy laughters... i miss... miss..., misss... u & u & u & u & u & u......