Getting serious hahahz

I talked to boo boo laz nite... abt platonic friendships.. n our future. Alot of ppl thinks we r a funny couple becos we so open to alot of things. Like abt past relationships, platonic friendships, jealousy, abt future. abt everything. I guess is gd.. is so easy to talk abt stuffs.. it makes us understand each other better. Plus it prepares us for the future. At least i noe what he will do if similar thing happens in the future. hmm. Laz nite oso talked to twinnie.. guess we tink alot n have alot on our mind recently.. hahahz.

Fr twinnie i noe.. actually im so infectious.. i din noe alot of ppl becuming more like me.. so ben ben hahahahz. so crazy. i din noe i change ppl.. or make ppl day, i noe im cheerful but i had always been plain..been inferior..been the backgrd. I realised sum ppl might noe me as the ZHSS jian ning and not the Ngee Ann poly aka "crazy cheery" ~NinG~. Ppl have alot of faces, i do diff things and act differently when im wif diff grp of ppl.. I guess everyone is like tt ba. Im not always friendly unless i really click wif u n like u. Im always saying crazy things cos it makes me happy. hahahz. Im so self centered. everything is abt me, me and me. I might care for u but i dunno how to. I might have alot to say, alot of theories abt life and philosophies but i got no conclusion.

I feel fortunate that i have nice frens wif me. Sudd i realised i duno wat i want. to grow up.. or to stay happy as the little gal u all noe. hmm. im getting serious. i dun really like it. To mellow..le. hhahhaz. i wish to see everyone of u (TB05) tis sunday for dinner ya. Miss u peeps!