cutting crazy crazy hair to cheer myself up!!

Tis wk hasnt been too gd.. I screwed up again becos one customer..hai..So the whole wk was like living on the edges cos i have to keep calling cust and getting scolded by him. duh.. I juz hope he dun send an email to complain. arghhh.. The shop is bz tis wk... Dun feel appreciated yet again,sometimes.. maybe i too bored le so i tink too much. N i feel bad towards edwin n chris. Sorry guys!! caused u all to get reprimanded becos wat i had done. Though they r not gg to read my blog.. i still tink i shld say it. So at least i feel much better. Dun haf the chance to tell them in person cos recently Roy is always ard. hai.. I'll be a gd gal not not be playful anymore lah. Guess i have to learn how to self entertain aft all, cant always go into "authorised personnel only" -the restricted area as freely as before anymore. not anymore. cant be so gd frens anymore. cos it feel weird. feel guilty for causing them to be reprimanded. Yet no manager fr my side reprimand me. funny. if they tink is not right y dun they juz reprimand me instead? is not their fault anyway. Is i go in as i wish everytime leh. DUh. Work sometimes seems so meaningless when there r no cust. though i love helping them not really becos im helpful. I mean i dun mind helping but mainly becos im juz damn bored. N i feel like a "fei ren" juz sitting in the pantry n stone. Waiting for any biz sales. hai. Sometimes duno if they feel like im a fool. can run errands can help out or wat. Dunno where i stand. Shld i judge them or juz stop having funny tots abt these kind of issues. Duno how to judge either. Adults are so weird....Tink im tinking too much. MUZ stay neutral.. Keep my emotions to myself. Cant seem to do tt.. muz be PMSing again duh. i hate tt phase. Muz keep away fr trouble.

Happy tots for now. Went to cut my hair today. I got someting like the Superstar KElly .. not purposely one. Cos i was tinking cutting my hair shorter than before n cutting the now trendy straight fringe. there.. the effect is the kelly hairstyle lor. I bet alot of ppl at work will say tt on mon. hahhaz. dun care. Im happy wif my Hair! tt is wat it matters rite? Next step is to colour it. A deep red tone.. abit like purple kind. woo-hoo.. next wk. im gg to dye my hair!

Went out wif kev aft haircutting. Eat outback's steak! yummy.. my tummy so big now lor hahahahhz. Cos i owed him a gd meal very long le. plus haven celebrate his bday wif him. Love toking to him too.heez. we cont our talk all the way to esplanade.. den aft which he went to meet jayson they all for drinking session while i go back home. Went back home found out tt my parents went comex today n bought a digi cam! finally my house got digicam liao! so happy!!! but is quite big tt kind. Those got the lens jutting out kind u noe. the look very pro kind. Ya.. my dad likes it ma. hahahz. Gg comex tml wif rick kor n geri! yeah! promise to go look for rdshow ppl. I bet alot of new ppl.., hai all the old batch like nv work le. So actually not much ppl to look for oso. The ICs ba. Promise alex tt time tt i'll go down and yd,yw to bring food n drinks for them.

*YawWnZz* gg to slp soon. ~coughcough~ im still sick. hai.