Confused.. .: i finish watching "e mo zai sheng bian" le.

I slept @ 4am yst.. reason being.. i watched "e mo zai sheng bian"... during the laz eps.. tears was flowing down my face for almost the whole 40 over mins.. When "ah meng" decides to leave the country.... when he treated "xiao yue" so coldly and so distant.. When they finally get tgt on the laz nite before he flys away... sob sob... lucky no one is awake to see my tear streaked face and the sobbing sound coming fr my throat. hahahahz.. i din cry the whole 19 eps.. its juz at the laz eps......hai.. my at least its a happy ending.. The things the love birds go thru to be tgt.. The love tt makes the "devil" feels alive again. The "devil" tt dare to love... the "devil" tt is every gal's fantasy. Got attitude prob, suave, ride bike, rich, soft hearted but he doesnt show, stubborn, bad tempered, devoted, and extremely handsome~ oh man.. im fallling in love. all over again.. hmmm wat if i found someone so so so similar in real life? Possible? But abit unrealistic rite. Who would want someone like tt in real life? No security- mei you an quan gan. U definitely wont noe if he is so devoted like the guy in the show, am i rite. How cruel is Reality? If someone is so similar to what i mentioned above, he probably is a playboy le ba.. hahahhaz. hai.. I like HE JUN XIANG!~!~ "chu le ni, wo shui dou bu yao."-ah meng to xiao yue.

* mind over drive again.. n im getting very mean to ppl ard me @ times.. Im so sorry!... hai. i cant help it sometimes... stop me fr being so mean.. hai.. *