Pull me out of the dream i weaved

i noe i made alot of ppl worried abt me
i noe i made mistakes tt is nearly unforgive-able recently
i feel blessed tt frens are ard whenever i need them
i noe im being a fool and enjoying being one
until now i decided i have to stop playing
slap myself and wake myself up to reality
pull me out of the dream i weaved
let me feel the hurt tt cut deep into me again
so tt i could wake up fr tis dream
find me the girl tt i knew long ago
let her find a chance to cry thoroughly enuf
to wash away her sin and her guilt.
to make her vision clearer

Life goes on... if u had seen me recently you might even tink im too normal. im as the usual me on the outside. but the me inside is corroding....wake me up! pull me out!