Stressed??

I am stressed! but i dun look stressed! hahahahz tat's wat daddy and chong chong said when i met up wif them on sunday supposedly to study but despite the effort to do so.. we still din really achieve anything. duh. Maybe is my nature to stay cheery.. so when u see me, u probably cant see any sign of stress-ness.. even though im stress & i cant study i still slp and watch tv. IM THAT NUM-NUA lor.. duh. BUt i do cry in the middle of the nite.. or feeling so fed up why all those stuffs juz couldnt go into tis tiny brain of mine! Grrr.. irritating. *sigh* how i wish tt i could be so much smarter..

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I miss my boo boo.. i noe it has been 2 mths... i noe i did alot of wrong doings.. i noe i had been foolish.. grrrrr... its a growing up process i keep telling myself. duh. He had been my pillar of support.. my security blanket.. a human version of my "bao bao".. and i din appreciate him at all laz time. Twice.. my gdness. im such a jerk. (though tis term is for a guy.duh).. Frens tell me not to be selfish. yupz. i noe. maybe im lonely, maybe i felt tt i need him cos he's always there for me laz time and how i wish he is here for me like NOW... Maybe im sick of being single already. enuf of the fun..maybe i miss the time when im innocent and surrounded by his love. I noe im the wrong doer.. the person who shld get all the blames. maybe if someone else haven come into my life, it would have been more peaceful. Guess im juz being wild and foolish here. i tink i dunno wat love is. maybe someone could teach me..

im being too stressed up in studying.. thus giving ways for memories to sip into my mind...
Aft exams, there are so many plans... i shall not say anymore until all r cfmed. Hai..

back to mugging.