bday coming soon...& unhappiness
I hope my wishlist isnt tt hard to be fulfilled... hahhaz i can see most of the items have been taken care of...hahhaz my adidas jacket.. guess wallet.. makeup palette....hmmm is gd to have a wishlist. for those who dun want to buy the same items as others pls TAG like the rest do!!! thks ya... i dun mind clothes.. u noe.. gals nv reject clothes and vouchers if u really cant find anything to buy.. hahhaz
Anyway, im happy as long as most ppl can make it for the chalet and wont complain tt its too far away, or tt the food is not enuf or not gd enuf.... I guess ultimately i want to be a gd host more than anything,. i want everyone to be happy n enjoy,.. wierld rite. and im supposed to be the birthday gal. At least if im a gd host i wont feel like im such a failure.. at least if the party is a success i would assume im a person of 21 years old who have lots of frens who really cares, at least if its successful i wont feel like im inferior to the rest of the "21"sssss.... or at least ppl do give a damn to wat i do and love me for being juz me........ its not juz the present... but the Presence that is important... hahaz feeling guilty becos i sometimes din attend bday parties too.. n im expecting the attendances fr everyone else. duh.
Small little fact..i was watching Ch U n there is this talk show "Shoot" hosted by desmond koh and quan yi feng, anyway they always have interesting topics to be discussed. Today's topic was why are singaporean getting harder to attain happiness? Do u noe tt singapore rank 2nd in being the least happy country. Guess life is getting more complicated til sometimes we get lost in our preceived world and forgot abt simple pleasure in life.. We constantly want more from life once we attain something.. we wanted another level of something else or the same thing. Is nv enuf.... is nv gd enuf compared to someone who have more or attain more.. Why has life become so materialize? or hmm goal oriented? or competitive.. it become so in built in us already.. hmm i guess im guilty of being one of the ppl who nv feel tt wat i do is enuf... Life is Unfair. it always is. and always will. it's nv gg to be enuf to a certain extent. the society as a whole had make us more complicated and unhappy... its sad to noe tt singpore being developed and the ppl living in it are all unhappy...
Life is short.. so muz learn to cherish ppl, things, or stuffs that is worthwhile.
Anyway, im happy as long as most ppl can make it for the chalet and wont complain tt its too far away, or tt the food is not enuf or not gd enuf.... I guess ultimately i want to be a gd host more than anything,. i want everyone to be happy n enjoy,.. wierld rite. and im supposed to be the birthday gal. At least if im a gd host i wont feel like im such a failure.. at least if the party is a success i would assume im a person of 21 years old who have lots of frens who really cares, at least if its successful i wont feel like im inferior to the rest of the "21"sssss.... or at least ppl do give a damn to wat i do and love me for being juz me........ its not juz the present... but the Presence that is important... hahaz feeling guilty becos i sometimes din attend bday parties too.. n im expecting the attendances fr everyone else. duh.
Small little fact..i was watching Ch U n there is this talk show "Shoot" hosted by desmond koh and quan yi feng, anyway they always have interesting topics to be discussed. Today's topic was why are singaporean getting harder to attain happiness? Do u noe tt singapore rank 2nd in being the least happy country. Guess life is getting more complicated til sometimes we get lost in our preceived world and forgot abt simple pleasure in life.. We constantly want more from life once we attain something.. we wanted another level of something else or the same thing. Is nv enuf.... is nv gd enuf compared to someone who have more or attain more.. Why has life become so materialize? or hmm goal oriented? or competitive.. it become so in built in us already.. hmm i guess im guilty of being one of the ppl who nv feel tt wat i do is enuf... Life is Unfair. it always is. and always will. it's nv gg to be enuf to a certain extent. the society as a whole had make us more complicated and unhappy... its sad to noe tt singpore being developed and the ppl living in it are all unhappy...
Life is short.. so muz learn to cherish ppl, things, or stuffs that is worthwhile.
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