I duno wat is love...
Happy 21st Birthday Yanting!!! I hope u will enjoy ur day and be happy always.
Aft all that happened, i guess is time i wake up to reality..Tis opening seems familiar rite.
i've been trying to pick myself up n wake up a million times i guess. Tis time Im serious.. it's for real... i promised! i swear! i guess i got at least 2 or 3 entries on trying to pick myself up. duh. but i nv did do so.. i mean yes i did recover but not entirely. So im trying one laz time. for real.
I have to admit that becos of my stupidity.. i had done millions of dumb n foolish stuffs. Now its over, no pt dwelling into it i guess. So much things to say but i juz couldnt explain it in words or shld i say some stuffs are not meant to be said. Truth, wat is it?...a line of blurness between truth n lie.. oh well, i dun want to noe anymore cos its no longer impt. I believed that tat someone is not enitrely at fault, im at fault too. i dun wan to put the blame on anyone. Things happened, we juz have to accept it now since its over. *Case closed* im tired of talking abt it already.
Im lucky to have so many ppl who cares for me n love me for who i am. there are so many evil ppl outside, but the ones i met are mostly 95% nice and gd person. The 5% are either really evil or im not sure if they r gd or bad. I tink i had upset alot of ppl (hmm my kors, val,ting,twinnie,etcetc u noe who u r..) im sorry... i din heed the advice u all gave. u all r rite, i have to learn fr mistakes. If life is so smooth sailing, i will nv get to learn fr it. it hurts i noe. give me time to pick myself up. I nv knew wat i want not even now. i guess is retribution. i kinda understand how boo feels ba. My fren, u have to be strong ya! im learning to be too. Im sorry abt the hurt i bring u.
OKay.. i want to love myself. i want to forget abt the unhappy stuffs. n even some happy ones.
i want a simple life. back to the ning when im in poly. ppl changed, i guess we all do.
realised aft so long i still dunno wat is love? Rick kor asked me tis qns. n i dunno wat to ans him. Since i duno wat is love den im probably not fit to love ba until the day i finally understand and know wat is love.
* Radio playing jay's "he se mao yi"......
-i edited this post a few times cos i dun wanna post similar entires...guess tis is the final one le-
Aft all that happened, i guess is time i wake up to reality..Tis opening seems familiar rite.
i've been trying to pick myself up n wake up a million times i guess. Tis time Im serious.. it's for real... i promised! i swear! i guess i got at least 2 or 3 entries on trying to pick myself up. duh. but i nv did do so.. i mean yes i did recover but not entirely. So im trying one laz time. for real.
I have to admit that becos of my stupidity.. i had done millions of dumb n foolish stuffs. Now its over, no pt dwelling into it i guess. So much things to say but i juz couldnt explain it in words or shld i say some stuffs are not meant to be said. Truth, wat is it?...a line of blurness between truth n lie.. oh well, i dun want to noe anymore cos its no longer impt. I believed that tat someone is not enitrely at fault, im at fault too. i dun wan to put the blame on anyone. Things happened, we juz have to accept it now since its over. *Case closed* im tired of talking abt it already.
Im lucky to have so many ppl who cares for me n love me for who i am. there are so many evil ppl outside, but the ones i met are mostly 95% nice and gd person. The 5% are either really evil or im not sure if they r gd or bad. I tink i had upset alot of ppl (hmm my kors, val,ting,twinnie,etcetc u noe who u r..) im sorry... i din heed the advice u all gave. u all r rite, i have to learn fr mistakes. If life is so smooth sailing, i will nv get to learn fr it. it hurts i noe. give me time to pick myself up. I nv knew wat i want not even now. i guess is retribution. i kinda understand how boo feels ba. My fren, u have to be strong ya! im learning to be too. Im sorry abt the hurt i bring u.
OKay.. i want to love myself. i want to forget abt the unhappy stuffs. n even some happy ones.
i want a simple life. back to the ning when im in poly. ppl changed, i guess we all do.
realised aft so long i still dunno wat is love? Rick kor asked me tis qns. n i dunno wat to ans him. Since i duno wat is love den im probably not fit to love ba until the day i finally understand and know wat is love.
* Radio playing jay's "he se mao yi"......
-i edited this post a few times cos i dun wanna post similar entires...guess tis is the final one le-
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