old age+ peaceful mind = life coming to an end...
Doing HRM grp proj in sch the whole day when sudd my mum gave me a call in the late aftnoon... NO gd news when she speaks in tt gan cheong manner since my mum is not tt gan cheong type. Asked me to give my sis a call to ask her to go down to my granny's place aft work. Bad news= my grandpa (mother's side) seems to be nearing the end of his journey. 7 plus.. received a call fr my sis to ask me to go down aft im done wif my proj. So i hurriedly finish my dinner n left. Luckily, we finished most of the discussion already.
Rched my granny's place n saw my whole family is already there waiting for me.. walked into my grandpa's room, seeing him lying on the bed.. so frail.. so thin..so small. It hurts me to see him so fragile..I Have to call out to him loudly, "Gong gong!..." before he could hear me clearly. Taking hold of his hand n asking if he is alrite.. tears r already swimming in my eyes. willing myself not to cry, i smiled at him. Seconds later, tears still falls. He called out to me and asked me to be a gd gal n listen to my mama.. Silence... with my mum at my side, i sat on the bed looking at my grandpa. I asked my mum how long has he been like tt, cos the news came as a shock to me. Same goes to my mum becos she oso knew it only today tt my grandpa wishes to see all of us. According to my granny n auntie who lives there it has been wks. My grandpa refuses to see the doc or take in any food. Guess he noe he is on his way.. His is not of worsening of sickness or disease. Though he has been on medication for like as long as i could rem, and it has always been in a stable condition. Is juz plain old age... tink he is ard 86 already. He seems to have give up on himself. Told my mum not to worry abt him cos he wants to stay in the bedroom n let him leave peacefully... They alway say u would noe when u r "leaving"... u juz KNOW... Is a gd thing i guess tt he experience no pain but juz weak in the body.. he cant really move but lay on the bed now.
This morning i was juz listening to 933 "ying yue ri ji" abt a story regarding death of the grandpa.. how "qiao" rite... the person who wrote in talks abt how we often cares so much of ourselves n wat happen in our own life n we forgot those dear to us... We were often so bothered abt our own life n problems esp in relationship... but forgot abt those we seldom see n care abt who r dear to us. Old age+ a peace of mind.. is when we noe our body aka "machine" is time to shut down..n that is when life is coming to an end..
"gong gong.. if u r to leave, pls leave peacefully... we will take gd care of ourselves. Hope u have enjoyed ur 86 years of ur life and bring along good memories wif u. Love u always."-sobz
saded-tis blogskin cant display chi character..hai..
Rched my granny's place n saw my whole family is already there waiting for me.. walked into my grandpa's room, seeing him lying on the bed.. so frail.. so thin..so small. It hurts me to see him so fragile..I Have to call out to him loudly, "Gong gong!..." before he could hear me clearly. Taking hold of his hand n asking if he is alrite.. tears r already swimming in my eyes. willing myself not to cry, i smiled at him. Seconds later, tears still falls. He called out to me and asked me to be a gd gal n listen to my mama.. Silence... with my mum at my side, i sat on the bed looking at my grandpa. I asked my mum how long has he been like tt, cos the news came as a shock to me. Same goes to my mum becos she oso knew it only today tt my grandpa wishes to see all of us. According to my granny n auntie who lives there it has been wks. My grandpa refuses to see the doc or take in any food. Guess he noe he is on his way.. His is not of worsening of sickness or disease. Though he has been on medication for like as long as i could rem, and it has always been in a stable condition. Is juz plain old age... tink he is ard 86 already. He seems to have give up on himself. Told my mum not to worry abt him cos he wants to stay in the bedroom n let him leave peacefully... They alway say u would noe when u r "leaving"... u juz KNOW... Is a gd thing i guess tt he experience no pain but juz weak in the body.. he cant really move but lay on the bed now.
This morning i was juz listening to 933 "ying yue ri ji" abt a story regarding death of the grandpa.. how "qiao" rite... the person who wrote in talks abt how we often cares so much of ourselves n wat happen in our own life n we forgot those dear to us... We were often so bothered abt our own life n problems esp in relationship... but forgot abt those we seldom see n care abt who r dear to us. Old age+ a peace of mind.. is when we noe our body aka "machine" is time to shut down..n that is when life is coming to an end..
"gong gong.. if u r to leave, pls leave peacefully... we will take gd care of ourselves. Hope u have enjoyed ur 86 years of ur life and bring along good memories wif u. Love u always."-sobz
saded-tis blogskin cant display chi character..hai..
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