Xiao Ning Ning is sick.. sob sobz..

Woke up tis morn.. with an aching body... laz night wif my sore throat n running nose i could sense that something "bad" is gg to happen... As i expected, woke up wif a fever @ 38 deg. duh... took a quick bath n went to see the doc. So suay, today my doc not working... so im attended by a locum.. bleahx.. Msged Diana to say i couldnt meet her to do hrm research den headed to bed...Slp, slp, slp.. heez.. feel so much better.

I duno izzit becos of the effect of the medication, i dun feel upset or hurt or any of tt kind of emotions today. For an entire day. I feel normal.. very very normal. like nuttin had happened. hahahahz surprising rite?! I tink i had attained INNER PEACE!!! wahhahahz. u might not believe me but really... REALLY... it juz seems like i had awaken fr a dream n everything is back to kinda normal. Maybe is the medication..whahz.. well i duno. But finding inner peace is a gd feeling, i guess. the whole day im feeling so drowsy so 昏昏沉沉 ... hhmmm.. duno how long my "inner peace" will laz but i hope it will laz forever!! im a very forgiving person u see. I wish for all is gd n well..

Let me start tis “人性本善” theory tt i have.

人性本善，我深深地相信没有一个人会真正的想伤害另一个人。
这是我一厢情愿，单纯的想法吗？
或许吧。
在黑暗的心房里大概还有一点点的善良吧！
你可以笑我傻， 可是我还是这样的认为！