Thk u for loving me for who i am

I am so touched by wat one of my bez pal lydia had wrote for me.. Well, its between my grp of galfrens so im keeping it personal except for this sentense tt im gg to quote.

"Love isnt in the hugs & kisses but the silent words & presence of ppl who r juz rite there to listen, cry & pray 4 u"...

I guess during the chalet and during alot of my time wif ppl, i had always like hugz and kisses. NOt juz fr my bf, fr frens too. I duno.. i juz like giving and receiving hugz. There is tis supposedly "warmth" in them tt is comforting.. Like you noe tt person is a frend so u give and receive a hug becos u care. Its not like becos im crazy and drunk the other day tt i wanted hugz and kisses...

I tink i keep avoiding and denying(sometimes) the fact tt i need alot of love.. i need attention!N im such a love and attention seeker.. i need ppl to tell me im gd.. i need praises to work better. Well it has been proven by tis MBTI personality test taken during my Leadership management class. i agree i oso need alot of acceptance. I want to be accepted. i hate being outcasted.But more imptly, i want to be accepted becos of who i am..i want ppl to like me for who i am.

N lydia i really like and appreciate what she had said in the above quote.. LOVE is really given by the ppl who had still considered my as a very gd fren despite all my nonsenses. I noe alot of ppl would have think tt im really in a crazy streak and my emotional turbulences comes so ever often i can well be living in the mental hosipital. Im glad there are still ppl who believes in me.. Trust tt im still a gd gal at heart and im being brought up well by my parents.

Friendship is believing in one another and giving the support, the love and the concern endlessly with trust. I luv u all!~