izzit time to make a decision again?

Just as i tot life is pretty gd rite now.. More used to my work already. Lesser hicups @ work, on gd terms wif my colleagues, Shop staffs, etc. Money coming in steadily every mth. Den the big issue came up again! AM i gg back to study?? Was toking to my other 2 biz colleagues-nat n meiyi, and all of us got intention to cont to study. Meiyi had applied for SIM already. So guess she's leaving next yr?? I was reading cindy's blog n realised she's gg for the nov intake. I even saw that BIG ad on newspaper tt day posted by SIM. So wat am i gg to do now?? I tot i got a job now, life is peaceful, n i can juz push the tots aside n cont my "nuaing" life. SO came the topic again by my parents asking me if i still wan to cont to study? If yes.. when?? Shld i cont wif my job n earn money til the contracts end. It will means sch starting next yr july. Hmm got start sch next jan one?? I actually wanted to try my luck on SMU again. But looking at my own results, i'll probably just wun be able to get in anyway. duh.

But kinda excited abt sch. imagine.. being a student again.. hahahz haven has tis feeling for a long long time.. yea yea.. i can be as crazy as can be again. hahahhaz. But am i ready? mentally? financially?? I noe i very indecisive..like duno wat to do wif my future. which is true. hai. Give me some more time to tink den i probably have to make a decision by tis wk before my parents nag until my ears drop off. hahahhaz.

Let's tok abt laz few days den. Went to meiyi's chalet on fri. alot of starhub ppl. hahahz from all the branches so there is alot of them tat i duno. Stay til we finish eating the cake n shared a cab home wif one of the CPE guy who lives in yishun too. yea. Sat.. went out wif my booboo n kel they all. Boo, yongsheng n eug all went into sispec. only Kel managed to go OCS. our future SIR! heez.. block leave over for them liao. so wun be seeing my boo until he bks out in the wkend. Watch a very stupid movie tat shows very brutal scenes.. -The Devil's Rejects. yucks.Dun watch it. stupid eugene choose one. hahhaz. he's gg to kill me cos i keep saying he choose such a lousy show. AFt tt was dinner at marche wif the rest of the gang. I tink im really bursting my waistline. I eat alot!! im very vvery fat now. my cheeks so fleshy now. arghhh.. im such a pig!. my god. i tink i need to diet. i too nua liao how.. growing fatter n fatter.. i cant stand looking sideview at myself in the mirror. pout.. me n my bottomless stomach. boo -hoo..

*my mouth itches again.. stomach growling.. need someting to munch again. hai*